I have no reason to be here anymore. I'm exhausted. I'm tired of the ghosts of my past haunting me. I've done everything I could but I can't seem to move on. I just want to run away and what happens happens. I just can't take the oppression and isolation anymore.
I know how you feel.. I just keep failing and failing myself.. I can't let go. I can't seem to move on, when I bring myself up, I ALWAYS fall back down. I'm tired.. I'm 22 but I feel soo old.. :dry:
It sounds like you might benefit from getting out and exploring the world a little. Break out of your comfort zone a bit and go somewhere you haven't been before. Maybe a park, a museum, a new club or restaurant, or browse around a hobby shop? A good way to get out of a funk is to change things up a bit. Hope that helps, even if only to give you some new ideas. I wish you the best!