I've been feeling blue for a few weeks and today it just got really, really bad :tears: I think I will cry my eyes out as soon as I get into my bed :tears: The reason of my bad mood is the fact that summer holidays start in few days. When I'll leave school on Friday, I won't go there for more than two months. And I will not see my crush for whole this time :tears: :tears: :tears: I've been in love with her since my freshman year (I'll be graduating next year) and holidays have always been so... painful :icon_sad: We both live in the same small town, but so far I haven't been lucky enough to meet here during summer holidays. We've been on a school trip today and I was around her a lot, she was so amazing and we were talking all the time. I just... don't want us to be apart for such a long time :tears: I gotta stop here, because I'm already about to cry :tears:
Being lonely sucks. Trust me, I know now more than ever. A couple months will go be faster then you think, and I'm guessing that after the first week it'll start getting easier and easier. Keep your chin up, it won't be so bad : D