Today we missed one class. So all schoolmates went somewhere and me and my friend sat outside and just talked random stuff. Yeah he told me one girl is so anoying and iritating and i said yeah she annoys me too. So we were talking like two boys usualy do. And then he told me something like "I see that u'd be better as a boy, you like that." I was so happy at the moment and i just couldn't say anything. I don't know why but it felt soo exciting when he said that. And i smiled and told myself "Fu*k yeah". So i just replied "Yeah i guess so, complicated stuff". We met in September when we started middle school. I don't think he meant to say i behave like a boy or thought that i'm trans. He just said it. But it was unbelievable moment for me. I finaly smiled after a long time beeing sad.
