i don't want to kill myself but....

I do not think that it is people not caring. There are people who just have a hard time answering your post. I know I have looked at your post a few times, but I have not known what to say, and I did not want to add something that would be upsetting or not helpful. It is not because I do not care, I just do not know how to responded. This is a hard subject for a lot of people to deal with, and some just cannot answer it is just to hard.

It is true that we do not know what you have gone through in the past few weeks. You can tell us everything, and even then will not know because we are not you. We are here for help, but not all of us are trained to help, and that is why there are views but no replies. There is an ask the staff section if you would like to talk with them. They are better trained then the rest of us.

 

thank u for trying

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brother search a anxiety nd relief dua it worked for me when i wanted suicide im alright now alhamdullah nd so will u there are ppl who love you it is upto you what to do stand up to ur father nd go else where nd live ur life i hope allah can protect from the harm ppl will use against you

 

Helloo! first of all, please don't get sad or upset because people don't answer your post. It probably means that they (i include myself) don't know what to say because you truly are in a difficult and unusual situation.
From what i understand you work for your father and he does not give you the money you earn. and when you ask for it, he gives you just a small amount.
i don't think travelling abroad could be an alternative. you could have a passport but you don't have the most important thing: a visa. people who live in the us may not know but it is very difficult to obtain one, and a LOT of paperwork is required.
My only advise would be to wait for StillAround's answer as it may be of help. Please hang in there. i wish all the best.

 

thank for trying grl

 

5ra I just wanted to let u know I am so sorry your stuck in Saudi Arabia I cant even imagine living there. I'm sorry u were born in a country where it is illegal for u to be yourself. If u really think it wont get better bc it probably wont in Saudi Arabia I really think u should save up as much money as possible and then fly to the closest country that supports us instead of killing us. You're a very brave man having to go through all of this I don't know how you do it. but here's a hug from all of us here at empty closet (*hug*) (&&&) :icon_wink

 

thank u for kind words 4 him he needs the support

 

hi again! i don't think people realize about the world's problems until they face them. for example, would all the anti gay stuff have been confronted without the olympics there? i don't think so. it's wrong, i know. but at least things like that make us aware. i'm really sorry that you have to be a victim ):

that video is horrible. i don't think anyone would ever imagine that.

 

A lot of posts have high views but low comments - don't read anything into that. There are a lot of unregistered users of the site who, for whatever reason, choose not to sign up and therefore can not post.

Regarding your situation, is there any type of legal support you can get from social services?I'm not familiar with pretty much anything to do with Saudi Arabia so I can't offer much in the way of advice. Perhaps find a foreign humanitarian or aid group that you can ask for resources from?

Good luck.

 

just try to get one

 

Omg, i totally understand what you mean. im from the UAE and being a lesbian here is just not acceptable at ALL. one place i insist u go to is the castro, my partner and i went there last week and OMG, it was amazing. its this LGBT neighbourhood. San franciso in general is the perfect place for someone who wants to be who they are & accepeted no matter where theyre from. please do not kill yourself. i have suicide thoughts everyday when im in Dubai so i know where you're coming from.

 

Maybe you could do one step at a time... If turkey is better, even if jsut a little better, and you move there, then you are making progress, you could get a job on turkey, make some money, maybe you could study something, and then move to a truly gay friendly place.

Thing getting better, even if a little, is a lot better than living in the same situation with no change. When hope doesnt come by itself, you have to take action and work for building hope slowly. Fly, if you cannot fly, run, if you cannot run, walk, if yiu cannot walk, crawl, but ehatever you do, dont stop, keep moving!

I hope my post is of help :goodluck:

 

can you think of studying abroad for a year or three..? or volunteer work that would get you some new place abroad and a new perspective? space away from family?

 

I agree with Straight Ally - If Turkey is any better at all use it as a stepping stone towards the future. Just a bit more safety and freedom would at least open you up to accessing more information and options. A step up, even a small one, is still a step up.

Good luck and much safety to you.

 

I agree