Hi all, I am 39 yrs young, basically I am head over heels fancy my daughters female teacher. Basically when I was at high school I really fancy a girl at school and really wanted to tell her I love her but i didn't. I guess I just thought I should not feel like that. Anyway I got involved with a man at 17 and he was first love and that but I still looked at other women. When I was working in a factory I really fancy my boss big time and fantasise about her a lot. She had being a lesbian before but she dated a couple of men since I worked with her over the 3 years. And she started to lean in over my shoulder and very close to me whilst showing me what to do on the computer. I did at first move away abit but I stop moving away just so I suppose to let her know I enjoyed her leaning close to me and I wanted her to kiss me. But after 3 years I left but I just couldn't stop thinking about her at all. At the time I was with a guy and maybe that's why it never went further. I kept in touch with her and then I did that thing and admitted to her I fancy her really bad and one reason I had to leave. She was ok with it and we never spoke about that again I speak to her still. Then after this I cheated on my guy with a woman which I ended sleeping with in and was seeing her behind my blokes back. She was nice but I don't think she was the one. Anyway I use to watch Sarah Beany house show and thought I would seriously love to kiss and bed her... Then I just had crushes and fantasies over different women and I actually love watching lesbian porn.. Now I am not with the guy I ended it has he wasn't doing it for me anymore. I am very very attracted to a female teacher at daughters school and I watching porn thinking it's me and her together. I met the teacher earlier this year when we visited the school and she caught my eye and I was with the guy then. I am even trying to show her I like her and wearing clothes to make me sexy to her... I don't even know if she is lesbian or not but I just try and make eye contact with her has I am abit shy to making first move. So sorry for long post but I not trying to "label" myself but I really look at women more and if I like then I try and catch there eye.. I just don't know if I being ignoring the fact I am lesbian or not just bi?. Any advice? I day dream about her a lot and love the chance to bed her and make her happy..
