For me, I can look back and see that I've been worried about what others think and that I've been worried about what I should be, but in ways that don't always relate to sexuality. I suppose I don't see my earlier life as a period of denial, because I wasn't consciously denying anything. That bothers me a bit. Why haven't I questioned earlier? My questioning started about the same time that my current relationship went through a rough patch. I can see now, that I didn't really get my relationship the best chance anyway. I didn't invest, haven't made myself vulnerable, etc. So, I never was going to feel connection and fulfillment. So, perhaps not feeling these things in my current relationship says more about me as a person, than it does about my sexuality? I'm worried that I've been using questioning as a cover, to avoid facing other issues relating to myself and my relationship. Any thoughts appreciated.