Next week i have my first meeting with a specialist but i want to stop watch gay porn to test me.Its really hard to stop that.My tests are same.I use an counter for 15 minutes and watch gay porn than i do that with a lesbian porn.After few seconds i get an erection from girls.In gay porn after 15 minutes nothing really happened but my dick feels like i got every second moment an big erection and its moved 2 centimetre .I want to give up that can someone give me an advice to give up that.Yesterday i had an dream where i was an gay porn and i thought in my dream wtf what iam doing here.
I honestly don't think there is any more advice anyone on here can give you on this. I’ve read a few of your posts over the past few weeks, and it’s pretty obvious that you’re having some issues that you need help with. But as much as we would all love to help, we’re not trained professionals. ...which is why it’s good to hear that you’re going to talk to one next week! I really think that is the right step, and you will benefit a great deal from it. Until then, take it easy on yourself, try not to worry too much, and of course feel free to vent if you have to.
This sounds like an OCD issue. The specialist you are seeing, hopefully, is a mental health specialist with OCD experience. That's what you need. There's no other way to address this than to address the underlying compulsive behaviors.
Chip iam really thankfull for your help and others here in this website.I know this questions are really unecesary but sometimes my brain are completly in a bullshit dimension.I know that i have a lot of problems and i must improve my psychologically health because i want to happy like you all.This first step to tell someone my problems is really hard but i must do that for my future.I hope one day i wake up with a smile in my face and go outside and feel like a champ.Thank you all and sorry for this really shit questions.
