Hello all! I am a 23 year old female. I have been watching lesbian porn since I was old enough to get my hands on a computer (8 or 9.) I would watch it excessively and could not wait to get home from school to watch it. Sometimes I would masturbate without it in my room, and picture my female school teachers naked. I also at the same time, had crushes on boys. I would point out the handsome actors in movies and beautiful actresses in movies as well. Whenever I had a female best friend, I would sometimes feel amorous beyond the normal friendship point, but I knew how to suppress it and play it off. at 16 years old I would catch feelings for many guys. I had friends that were girls but they were all closeted bisexuals. I would sometimes playfully flirt with them (scissor in a playful way and laugh) and did not think much of it. At night time, I would be in lesbian webcam rooms flirting until they finally took their clothes off. Every good lesbian porn I would watch, I would save to my downloads. But come morning time I would talk with my girlfriends about the hot guys we got over the weekend. At 17 years old, my mom saw my phone and all the porn I have been hoarding. She forced me to see priests, go to youth group at church, and be prayed on excessively. I felt like they were acting as if some demon was in me! Then I became a promiscuous straight woman. I still liked girls! I do not act on it because I have been taught not to. I feel suppressed and deprived and like I have been stripped of my rights. What am I? sorry for long story. I appreciate anyone who read all this and is taking the time to comment. Thank you(&&&)
