Welcome to EC! :welcome: You've come to a great place, everyone here is quite supportive. Keep posting and reading what others have been writing. Lots of us are in similar situations. Counselling and lgbt groups and meetups have really helped me progress. It does seem like lots of the support is out there for younger folks but try checking your local LGBT centre, there may be support out there that's not advertised very well. One avenue you might not think of is LGBT friendly religious organisations. There may be support groups attached to them (there is in my city).