Hey everyone. I decided to join today because I'm missing a past life. I am currently engaged and about to marry the love of my life. He's a wonderful man and I couldn't be any happier with him. I know that sounds crazy considering I mentioned I'm missing a past life. My first real relationship with a girl at age 15. We lasted for 3.5 years. I messed around with girls afterwards, but most girls I knew were extremely turned off at the thought of even kissing another girl - or at least they would say. My fiance came into my life 3 years after ending it with my girlfriend and we hit it off immediately. The rest is history. I did hide the fact that I dated a girl from my fiance for over 2 years. I didn't know how he would take it. My family believed I went through a phase and were relieved when my ex girlfriend and I broke up. Anyways, he was shocked when I finally admitted it to him. He knew I had an attraction to girls, but assumed it was only making out. We've discussed possibly having threesomes, but I am unsure. I don't know how either of us would handle it. Would he eventually become jealous if a girl and I became extremely close? In the end - that would be nice! Anyways, that's part of my story. I don't mean to ramble on. It's nice to have a site to come to - especially to meet new people.
