Finding men attractive but wanting a relationship with a woman

I was never big on being in a relationship when I was a little younger and it's never been something I've wanted. I've always found men attractive and would never avert my eyes if Bradley Cooper took his shirt off :icon_wink but equally, I'd never want to be in a relationship with him, or any other guy for that matter.

However, when I started college and began watching Orange Is The New Black. It was only then when I realised that being gay was, and I have to chose my words carefully here, an option almost, that my lack of want and need for a relationship had turned into ignorance and I had never 'explored all my options' or so to speak. If anyone here watched OITNB then you'll know how attractive Laura Prepon and Taylor Schilling are. To be honest, I fell in love with them both and would happily be in a relationship with either of them.

I still look at guys, find them cute, funny and even attractive but I could, or would, never be in a relationship with a guy. It's just something I've never wanted and even struggle to picture. I can see myself with a woman so almost assumed I was gay but finding men attractive still is just confusing. Am I gay?

Thoughts?

 

Yeah, I think you've got it there. I've never wanted a sexual relationship with a guy, it was just finding them physically attractive that really confused me. It's good to know it's not just me!

Thanks