No, not that I can remember. I'm never feeling especially perky, so mild sadness is nothing new or surprising for me. Whenever I do get seriously brought down, which doesn't happen very often thanks to my unusual resistance to heavy depression, I either make disturbing jokes about it to myself or I go try to finish whatever game I happen to be playing. Or sleep, that solves a whole lot of problems at once. Great alternative to drinking.
Yeah, over labor day weekend, I went with the family camping (none of which know I am gay) and my sister came along. Shes 25, married and has a house. She is the type of person who voices her opinions often and when they aren't right, she gets mad. So I have no idea how she feels about gays, so lets just say that I was a little nervous. That weekend I had plenty of times to come out, but all I was able to do was bite my lip. I was so stressed out over that weekend, that when we got back on Monday, I helped unpack and then left to hang out with friends right away. Most of my friends know that I am gay so I can be myself around them. That and the fact that I got a big hug from one of my straight girlfriends. I definetly needed that.
ppl in this house dont hug i was a bit taken aback when my sister asked if she cud have one it was nice yesterday when my media teacher said he'd see me soon & gave me a hug my supervisor at work does too,its nice i duno wot to do at uni ha i wana give the ppl a hug when i meet them,so we wont get lonely we may aswel start as we mean to go on... or is it weird huggin them as soon as i meet them?!
