Well I'm 26 pushing 27(I turn 27 on October 29) and I'm still pondering my sexuality. Some instances I think I'm bi, some I think I'm bi curious or just curious about the same sex. I haven't had sex with a girl near my age but I have had some fantasies in the past about girls particularly female athletes(e.g. some of the womens gymnasts from the UCLA Womens Gymnastics team, Aly Raisman, Shawn Johnson, Laurie Hernadnez) or maybe a male athlete(some guy gymnast from Univ of Oklahoma named Allan Bower or maybe some college age swimmer guys). I did have some brief sexual fantasy in the past of a close guy friends I knew from the past. My only sexual activity I've had in the past was just dry hump/grind with other guys and receiving a hand job. That's it. Nothng past that. Guys on a "hook up app" I use would ask if I would like to try anal or oral but I say no. Sometimes these guys would say that's no problem and respect my decision, or sometimes they block me. It's fine. I'm not interested in doing oral or anal because it's not my thing. I feel conflicted with my sexuality due to the fact of my (recent) Christian faith. I've been an active Christian more or less since the fall of 2016. I was in a college ministry called Chi Alpha(you can google them for more info) and now I graduated this past May. I'm now attending church services with the United Methodist Church(UMC) and they a bit more liberal than attending Chi Alpha. They do support equal rights for LGBT people but they are conflicted in terms of same-sex marriage and LGBT pastoral/clergy in the church. They do welcome LGBT people to their church services so that's good. I'm conflicted if it's wrong/sinful to explore my sexuality. I mean I'm trying to find myself during this process. I'm somewhat in the closet with my family, I sure as hell don't want to tell them about this. My mom was raised Catholic and still strong on this despite her knowing gay and lesbian people in their family and from people she's known in her job as a sub teacher or at salon appointments she's had. My dad is somewhat a Christian but doesn't attend church because he has PTSD and somewhat is retired. My dad had a homosexual encounter as a pre-teen in the early 1960s, when a gay teen at a local bakery he worked at, had groped him. I think my dad told his dad(my grandfather) or a relative and that gay teen got threatened or fired or something. My dad isn't gay but he's encountered LGBT people in his life I'll add.