coming out to parents but to afraid wanting to committing suicide as so stressed

Yes, By all means is this the right place. I totally feel for you. I can only imagine the stress. I, myself deal with stress a lot and have had suicidal thoughts. So I can understand where your coming from. I know this is probably the last thing you want to here but, Take a deep breath. Despite how Cliche it is, It actually helps. I want you to know there is nothing wrong with being gay. Regardless of your sexual orinatation, we are all human and we are all equal. Being who you are is nothing to be ashamed of and don't let anyone tell you otherwise. Im also 15 and I confused as hell about my sexual orientation. It wonderful that you know who you are, and you should know regardless of who you may be, You are not alone. I have a friend who was suicidal, she constantly self harmed, but now, just a few months later she's doing wonderful. I'm sorry for the cliche but... it gets better. You will get better. Even Though you may feel alone, your not. I'm dyslexic and I hate writing, The only reason i'm writing about this is because I care about you. I may not know you, but you are as important as anyone else and everyone deserves a chance.