Been Around, Married, Came Out Last Week (Aug-6-2016)

Hello everyone. I will make this brief and I can delve into many more details in other posts.
But I will keep this focused on "Introduction."

My name is Matt. I am 27, married (5 years), and have a three-year-old son.
After years of struggling (also battling Anxiety, Panic Disorder, Depression, etc which I have no doubt are linked) with the DEEP, DEEEEP down knowing I was Gay...I finally came out to my wife this past Saturday (Aug/6/2016).

Through tears, hands clasped, and even a few chuckles...I did it. Something I thought I would take to the grave.

What I did not expect? Not someone yelling, screaming, and throwing me out (How I prepped), but a support system that has continued growing. From her Mom/Step-Dad/Grandma, my friends, her friends....our friends.. From so many backgrounds.

Let me say, I know this is RARE...and as I get to know you all, although it IS out of the ordinary, in our relationship nothing has ever been "typical."

I have trolled secretly on this forum for a little over a year, but never found the "need" to sign up since there was "no reason."

Well,
I am now here to offer my support, words, and hopefully encouragement (or an ear to listen...even hours).

I am blessed. And I know many will not find this situation...But I hope to be there for anyone that needs it. Because even across electronic devices "SUPPORT" transcends many levels.

All love, peace, and well-being.

MJay
27/M/Texas

 

I agree. I am an empath to the extreme. The stories and feelings poured out here are heart wrenching at times...But I am so glad that the people are able to express those thoughts/feelings/etc in this place.

I have many times wanted to join in over the past year and a half I knew of the message board, but decided not to because I figured there was "no use." Part of me wishes I had...But, I am sure there is a reason I didn't.

I am glad to also meet another person in a similar supportive situation.
Nice to meet you.
MJay

---------- Post added 14th Aug 2016 at 11:33 AM ----------

Thank you. I am just glad that a place such as this exists. It helped me for over a year (although I never posted and had another username). I hope to be of some help...even comedic relief (I love making people laugh), or brining a smile.

All the best,
In Love,
MJay