Hello. I am very much attracted to skinny females with long hair. The thing is, I only fantasize about doing them in their butt. Not for dominating or humiliating them though. It's just that has been my attraction ever since I can remember, anal sex with girls. I've only done this with one girl and she was into it. I could only do it with someone who wanted it. Note: I am not thinking it's a guy when I'm doing it, I just get off on it for some reason and it's the girls body that turns me on. I have been a "butt guy" forever. I don't even want to have vaginal sex with them. As far as guys, I have only been with one and that was 17 years ago. Received a BJ, that was it. However, I have fantasized about receiving from a guy or getting pegged by a girl. I would also top a feminine looking guy with no body hair so I guess I'm versatile. I have only been physically attracted to about 5 guys in my life. I can't shake my attraction to females. However, I'm at the point where I don't want to get involved with them because I'm upfront about my sexuality and naturally most girls don't want a bi/gay guy to do them in the butt. Most girls you even ask about anal, it's like no but hell no. So it seems easier to be with a guy. But even if I was with a guy, I would always feel aroused by certain girls and thinking of BFing them. I wouldn't act on it, I don't sleep around. I recently came out to a girl I was seeing for a few months and it was very hard for her, she didn't take it well. I then came out to my family and friends. As gay because of below reasons. I guess I'm too hung up on assigning a label to myself. Gay seems convienient, but would I just do that to risk the social stigma of being labeled as on the way to gay by gay people, or on the fence by girls. A bi guy is a different world than a bi girl. Bi girls are so "in." Are there other gay/bi guys out there who fantasize about only anal with girls? from the lonely butt man
