Okkk so this is the story of my misery. Quick backstory: I've never kissed anyone, not even a peck, nothing. I went to a nightclub thingy for teens (I'm 15) and this really pretty girls asked my group if anyone was bi/gay. I said yes and immediately stared giggling and went all blushy. She asked me if she thought she was cute and I, completely went into panic mode and said no because I was too afraid at the thought of kissing her (which meant kissing for the first time). Fast forwarding an hour or two after thinking a lot , I completely regretted it and thought "fuck it", so i went up to the platform on where she was dancing and said "If I said that I regretted saying no to you, what would you say?" She kind of doubted and said something like "Awww" with a face of "you're adorable but i don't really like u after 2 hours" she said that when she got down from the platform come and find me. About 20 minutes later I saw that she was standing a few meters beside me with her friends but she didn't come to talk to me and I didn't want to seem desperate. After some minutes she left, and the night ended.
