A Penny for Your Thoughts

I'm glad that the director of HP5 is doing HP6 and not the director from HP4, who SUCKED majorly. (random thought). Also, how am I ever going to get my art project finished this summer?? Also, please let my French exchange partner like me. I want us to get on well.

 

I wonder why the cookie dough sinks to the bottom of cookie-dough milkshakes...
:roflmao:
Sorry, inside joke with myself. My best friend said that after we went to go see a movie. He can be such a doofus sometimes.

Um...
Crap, I have to write my 8-12 page term paper by Monday...and I haven't started...:eek: Crap, I'm screwed! :bang:

 

Bit stressed, not sure at the mo.

 

still stressed, need a drink I think.

 

Dear mother of God... an hour and a half in a car without very good A/C on the beltway suuuuuucks
Thank God I can bounce and sing along to DeathCab!! I would've gone insane!

 

This crap with my mom is stupid....grr, it makes me mad.

I wonder if I should try out for the school soccer team next year.

Damn, my gum lost it's flavor.

 

Tuesday... 12:00 pm, I have too much time to think..
and I could call up, to heaven, or I could crawl down to hell, but nothing will change the way this is and nothing ever will

 

not meaning to be big headed of anything, but my hair looks fecking awesome =]

 

That Wal Mart is ruining the world!

 

I don't wanna go to cross country practice tomorrow. :[
It's so early and the runs are sooooo long.

 

Everything gets better, why does nobody get that or believe that? Why is misery so addictive?

 

Got woken up this morning by banging.

Damn those work men. Why don't they hurry up and get the job done! Maybe then I could have a lie-in.

 

I have to go to Geelong tomorrow (it's about an hour or an hour and a half away by car) to take a tour of one of the universities I'm thinking about applying for.

 

I want more Irn Bru. MADE IN SCOTLAND. FROM GIRDERS!

I also wish I could visit the Pizza Express near to where I'm staying in London today, but I can't, because the main meal's already being cooked

 

(!)I heart my new shoes i just bought. yipee for summer sales!(!)

 

Stupid Nintendogs "You can't enter more than 3 competitions a day". Stupid calender.

 

My chair is not very comfortable.

 

Brain overload! I don't post much, but I must dump out my thoughts:

If I come out completely at my school will I be safe? Verbal abuse wouldn't really bother me...at least I don't think it would...but I'm afraid I could be physically abused. I want to be out and proud, because I am proud of who I am, and I am not ashamed of my sexuality.

I resent my mom for blowing me off when I came out to her, and I avoid spending time with her and talking to her because I don't want to talk about it more and end up in tears again (crying = weakness). I don't have the guts to come out to my dad because I'm a coward!, I mean... because of the way she reacted. I'm a terrible daughter, who wants to like her mom again.

I like (love?!) an amazing girl who is the sweetest and most genuine person I've ever met. She gives everything 150%, is passionate, and is so funny. I don't want to lose her friendship by letting her know I like (love?!) her, but simultaneously I want to tell her just on the off chance, since she hasn't really established her sexuality. I want to not be attracted to her anymore because it makes me feel so empty and alone, but at the same time I like this warm fuzzy feeling I get when I see her and am content to just be the best friend I can possibly be. I just want to be close to her, hold her hand, hold her close, go places with her, take her anywhere she wants to go. She makes me so happy and she doesn't even know it.

~R. Kay~