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A major metric yesterday (no not sex)

Discussion in 'LGBT Later in Life' started by brainwashed, May 23, 2020.

  1. brainwashed

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    Yesterday I was walking in a public place, outside to maintain social distancing. (I often take walks to clear my head - more blood to the brain, which means more oxygen to my brain cells.) There were very few people which was good. I spotted a young couple waking my way, male & female. They had such a happy look on their faces. (Hey I can now see facial emotions, this metric has been known for some time now.)

    As I walked past them (at a distance) a thought popped from nowhere into my head - that couple could make such a beautiful baby!

    Wow where did that thought come from? This is an about face from my nearly life long thinking, sex is dirty. (The sex is dirty thinking was literally beaten (physically and psychologically) into me in my mid teens - ah yes good old child / young adult abuse)

    This is an about face. This event signals major progress.
     
    #1 brainwashed, May 23, 2020
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