Well, it's very hard to get the words out but I'll try... I'm struggling because sometimes I feel like I'm no gender at all and don't really care. But sometimes I feel like I'm a female, demigirl, agender, demiboy, male and a couple others with varying degrees. Like sometimes I feel like I'm one, sometimes two, even every gender. It's steady and doesn't feel fluid. It feels like someone just turning off a switch sometimes. Plus it's a pretty steady intensity. I'm also AFAB and present feminine/androgynous. Thank you!
I feel similar. But I don't feel any gender, I just long to be able to switch genders and I have no idea what gender I actually am.
Maybe you're polygender and/or genderfluid. It's not uncommon for people to identify with different parts of the gender spectrum. Gender can be confusing as fuck sometimes!