Before I accepted the fact that I was gay, the idea of me always wanting to watch gay porn and always wanting to be with a man made me sick, and...
The last thing I would do is worry about what anyone else has to say about you. When I was your age, even the teachers called me gay (I was...
I applaud you for accepting yourself for who you are! I didn't come out until I graduated high school (in a homophobic town) and moved to...
I would say go for it. If he is you're friend, then he will not look at you any different, and, if you're lucky, he could be hiding a very similar...
What I'm gathering is that you're gay, but you don't want to be gay. But the fact that you've not only been denying yourself, but mentally can't...