But it's not possible given my current situation but it hurts to continue on. I want to be positive and be in a good mood but it's impossible to do so. I just wonder how much more pain that I can tolerate. ;(
I've read some of your previous posts so let me say this: Maybe it's finally time to stop crying over everything and do something about your life. All I've ever seen from you is complaining. Let's be real here. You're not getting any pity from me and pity from others won't help you anyway. You want to feel better? Than how about you do something for it?
I know I am the biggest fail of the human race..and unless I impossibly accomplish something then nothing will happen. I never try asking for pity , you can scold me if you like doing it. Don't hold back on what you want to say.Tell me how awful I have been.
DarkWhite, while I don't know what I could say or offer to Ramlethal myself, I know one for sure: feeling bad can really interfere with being able to do things, and sometimes... someone needs just a shoulder to cry on. "Stop worrying" is the worst cure for worries, ever.
Awareness is the first step to improvement. So check what else is shit. How to solve it. Maybe we can help with that. Because it's not you, it's bad coping habits which is no essence of your character.
Yep I definetly agree with anthracite. Hey I´m sure if you keep trying your life will get better, you just can´t give up.
Very funny You know what suicide mean? Lose everything, gain nothing. Not very worth it if you ask me.
Then grab it, then your hands won't be empty. Tell me if you would have hopes in your future, for what would you hope?