What are you thinking?

Trying not be a baby when I have a head cold and asking myself what advice I would give If someone here posted what I have?

 

I'm really proud of myself with how I've been working on my arachnophobia. I've had a pretty severe fear of them since I was a little kid, and now when I see tarantulas and jumping spiders, I just laugh at how irrational my fears are when they're so docile and cute.

Here's to hoping I can get to a place where I'm comfortable with holding one, and maybe owning one..or two..maybe a few!

 

That's awesome. Keep up the good work on improving your mental state around them and good luck! Tarantulas are fun pets.

 

Thanks. With it being as cold and shitty out as it is, I haven't seen any in a while. But I'm find with keeping my 'exposure therapy' to videos and pictures I come across. It also may or may not be a good idea that I already have names picked out for when I get to the point where I feel comfortable having them as pets.

 

Common sense is common sense

 

Why did I stay up for these championship games? Ick.

 

Another trip to the Super Bowl! As glad I am that I grew up and lived through the glory days, the current state of the San Francisco 49ers is a stark and real reminder that you're not going to be good forever. But for now, let's beat Atlanta!

 

Go Falcons!

 

I can't stand all the negativity and sadness.

 

I'm so worried about showing my watercolor assignment tomorrow. We were supposed to be mixing grays and painting with shading but I got f****d over and ended up settling with some brownish colors for my grays on some of the darker ones and all around it ended up messy and I'm just...disappointed. I mean I'm a beginner, tomorrow's only our third day of class, and watercolor is difficult so I shouldn't be too bummed I guess but I'm just really really disappointed that it turned out so messy...

 

Very much so this.

 

Uggghhhhhmonday. :dead:

 

I swear, people need to calm down. It's not the end of the world.

 

Number 5 for Tom coming in 2 weeks.

 

I hate Mondays an I love tea. Tea makes everything better.. even on a Monday.

 

Today has been the most productive day I've had at work in a long time, and I'm only halfway through it. I'm so far behind schedule from not being able to focus, but today is the day that turns around. Not only will I get caught up, I'm going to get ahead of schedule by the end of this week. Just gotta keep pushing.

 

Between being sick, having to miss work, poor finances, unreasonable college expenses, finding out I'm pregnant, and moving in June, I am trying to listen to classical music to chill out...

 

I hate shadowing. I really really fucking hate shadowing. I can never get it to look right no matter what I do. :dry:

 

You love her more than you love me.

 

I know right?