What are you thinking?

What did I do to deserve such a caring, kind person as a best friend?

 

Hugs (*hug*).

 

Getting up at the ass crack of dawn is horrible. That's all.

 

Earlier this day, I was the photographer at my cousin's son's bday party at their school. In their school, it is a tradition that EVERYONE in the class would kiss the celebrant and give their gift. I have been laughing to death inside my head after seeing the reaction of my homophobic cousin while the male classmates of her son in kissing him in his cheeks! :lol: Sooooooooooooooooooooooooo satisfying! It's effing priceless!

And I would want to give 100 medals plus trophies to whoever invented that practice!

 

I'm such a wallflower.

 

"And I can't be with you
Still can't forget you
And I screamed for your name and I call for you babe but I can't be with you"

 

Drinking tea and staring in a notebook has become my routine :rolle:

 

I'm probably going to Hell now, if there was any doubt. A Jehovah's Witness came to my door, we talked for about 30 minutes, and he wound up crying because he couldn't find a response to my questions. He feels God has failed him, or lost favor or something (I couldn't hear everything he said under his sniffling), by not providing the answer to a non-follower.

I've got to be the Anti-Christ... that's, like, the twentieth person in my life I've made cry or renounce their religion -- just by talking. I can only imagine what would happen, if I actually tried... but hey, God made me this way, right?

 

Don't feel bad! I'll join you, it's a bit chilly here.

You're like a modern day Voltaire or Nietzsche. More Nietzsche than Voltaire, but I could be wrong, there.

~

Here...sleepy...my mate is away for 9 days, In Michigan, first time we have spent that many days apart in maybe 5 years? I know, that is odd, but we don't have much cash to travel. Feels funny, but I'm OK, just talked on the phone. Damn, I been with him now for about 25 years, we met in the fall of 1986, got frisky in 1990, when we started to 'date'. And you know what? He was a friend who I never thought was even gay. But damn, I miss him. Silly, it's just a vacation to see his ma on her 75th birthday, but it is odd, when a pattern is altered; I keep expecting him to come home from work.

Well, that just means the cat gets more petting!

 

I need a do over button badly.

 

So close, yet so far away...

 

Is it bad tht I'm counting hours/minutes until my birthday? I told myslef I woukdn't get excited but I am so excited right now!

2 hours and 45 minutes...

 

I need to avoid Facebook again. It's good to know I can't confide in anymore there.

 

If my therapist or my social worker ever makes mention of me having to wait again, I think I'm going to need to stand up and yell:

I DID MY WAITING!!

TWELVE YEARS OF IT!!

IN AZKABAN!!

 

What on Earth am I doing with my life? :lol:

 

Today was trash

 

*About to sit down and have a meal*​

You know what? I could be watching something while I eat this. Let me just fire another episode of The Leftovers.

*5 mins. in, woman gets stoned to death*​

Oooowwwwkaaaaaayy, I'm gonna put this meal away for the time being and just go sit in this corner, hug my knees and try to think of nothing until my appetite returns.

 

The struggle is real with this Geometry Homework

 

Well I suppose it was finally time I told my brother that I was bisexual.. The signs were all there for me to do so today I suppose. He took it about how I'd expect from a 10 year old (What's a bisexual? Oh, okay. *Friend* was your boyfriend?! Okay.)

I just hope he doesn't look at me differently, after all, he does look up to me.

 

Awwww I feel so bad for this guy.
He probably spent his whole life clinging to faith. And now you have challenged it, and he's going to have a rough time. But in the end I hope it will be better for him. You didn't do anything wrong.