What are you thinking?

Some of my friends did that. They said the same.

 

Today is a new day. I will do something today. I am not going to just sit on my ass all day and do nothing.

Oh...and I have not made a mistake with this guy. I have not made a mistake with this guy. I still have a chance. Stop freaking out dude.

 

I know that feel, bro. I didn't have a good relationship with my dad growing up, and it took a long time to realize that the way he was treating me was actually abuse. I may have to check out that book, too. (*hug*)

 

No no no. I'm not supposed to be in the dark place. I don't like the dark place. Get me out. :'(

 

I'm slowly becoming addicted to pears.

Rather odd.

 

I am SO looking forward to my holiday (!)(!)(!)

 

At work and on break. Got 3 and a half more hours left until I get to go home.

 

Whether or not I come off creepy when meeting people and scare them off... :/

 

Don't know if it even matters anymore...



Oh look, 1234.

 

Open the window. Sit in the sun. Literally.

That's a start.

Hope it's sunny in the UK.

Also (*hug*)

Use that smile there girl. It is a powerful weapon in your hands.

 

Well my mom just landed in Chicago. In just over 24 hours, she'll be home and hopefully my dad will calm the fuck down.

 

It's raining and miserable.

 

Yeah, great book. Covers a lot of different dynamics. And I can kinda see my mom in some of them so hoping therapist can get me to work on that.

 

About to go mow the grass, I might only mow two of the four acres, even then that is going to take awhile considering I am using a push mower, but hey it is a good workout and I can listen to music while I am walking

 

Debating if i should get a dating app. I'm so far in the closet and lonely...Also what movie i should go see at the mall.

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EDIT: nah, its not for me, and i'm gonna see neibors.

 

Yeah, I considered getting an app too. But just haven't had the time. I have dating profiles floating around out there that are gathering dust. Just haven't been interested in trying them out but now that school's close to done, I might reconsider.

And been wanting to see Neighbors too. Just need money and people to hitch along with, lol.

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And I'm getting paid in the next few days. Yes... I have a job. House keeping. It's not great but I'm getting paid 15 bucks an hour for shit I'd do for my mother for free.

But it's more money than I usually have at one time and if I keep this up, I'll finally be able to afford all my upcoming costs.

which reminds me... I need to go and look into my name change. Would be real cool to have that done before fall term so I don't have to deal with my birth name on school and work forms.

 

Indian food is amazing.

 

I've made a big mistake.