So apparently the guy I've pretty much been obsessing over since February is straight according to my guy friends. They've known for about a month - before I (as I know know lol) made an ass out of myself by sending an anonymous little gift to him. Shit All girl friends, tight skinny jeans, the mannerisms, the lisp, the way he physically carries himself. I normally do go by the rule of 'you shouldn't stereotype', but....uughhh I don't even know right now, my mind's just totally like a mess.
Meh... life is a bit meh right now. The guy i like replaced me... claimed he owned me and i told him to gtf... My workmates hate me just cos i defended my best mate... Very meh... Least im going to london soon, cannot wait!!
I'm so lightheaded and nauseous right now and I don't know why. I can't believe I'm going to bed before midnight, but I can't continue to stay awake feeling like this.
Oh hey. Look. My first ex removed me from his contact list on Skype. Yaaaay. D8 *so done with his crap *
Haven't heard from my ex in nearly 6 months. Brilliant! Hopefully she's finally moved on too. I'll never date a woman again, ever. She was high maintenance and I couldn't stand it anymore. Good riddance! It was just a phase anyway...
If I had a looser control on my anger, I'd lay into you for all the shit you put me through. I hope you get your heart shattered 1000 times as bad as mine did when you ignored me all the time. Good riddance. >_> (not aimed at anyone here just super mad at my ex now)
feel ya on that, all the online courses I've taken and all of them I've made an A in and not learned one single thing.
First date went well. We saw Frozen (which we both agreed was pretty awful, but still strangely enjoyable) and held hands.
Tonight was fun, yet interesting. My class got cancelled, so I had more time to edit my graphics package. I got that done so now I have all day tomorrow free. It's nice to not have to worry about finishing that last minute tomorrow... I also hung out with friends on the heating vent outside of my res hall. We had like a mini-picnic outside in 20 degree weather...lol
Why does the pain from charley horses have to last so long? It's been about 8 hours since it started. Stretching has reduced it some, and I was able to get a few hours sleep, but it's still sore...
