What are you thinking?

3 AM. Can't sleep.

And hungry as hell. Basically been grazing since 1. Really isn't much to eat around here- not without prep and I'm sure as hell not making eggs at 3 in the morning.

But anyway... You know it's a bad night to binge when you realize the whipped cream's got mold and you just bought it a couple nights ago. Seriously, just bought it. And I had like two spoonfuls before I noticed it'd gone over the hill.

 

3:00 in the morning...wondering why on earth I haven't gone to sleep yet. Wanting a cigarette but trying to quit also....thinking about walking down to the corner store and getting something to snack on but not sure what just yet.

 

So. What a coincidence.

 

Nearly had a panic attack there. Just as well I found what I'd thought I'd lost.

 

I see you're a fellow Oregonian Gotta love the Rose City

 

Thanks to my depression , I can't even eat my favourite food.

 

I tend to pick at real cuts but leave fake ones alone. This pretty much defeats the purpose of having them there in the first place...

Okay, not really. Fake cuts are still good for practical jokes

 

if the word "maiden" is derived from the meaning virgin girl/unmarried what is the male equivalent hmmm???.

 

I'm going to puke...

 

I'm bored :-( really I am... and none of my friends seems to be available for a chat or a coffee...

 

oh wow this is my 2000th post did I really spam that much?

 

Hey! Any bird who wants to chain herself to my railings and suffer a jet movement gets my vote!

There's probably an app for that.

Gene Hackmen stole it, but Kevin Spacey lost it.

Is the smoke detector battery getting low? When a suspicious beeping turns up in my home, that's almost always the cause. Sadly, it's never a bomb left under the floorboards by secret ninja assassins, which is obviously my initial go-to.

I think we can safely assume he had but one thought:

Sounds like an ideal evening in, but mine varied slightly: Bulldog's Pizza, Sherlock Series 3 and up all night.

My depression works in reverse; when I'm in an extremely dark place, I binge eat. I once ate seven turkey sandwiches in a single sitting. I didn't enjoy a bite of it. That's the most excessive thing I've ever done, by a long chalk. It was self destructive behavior at its finest.

Girl: Maiden
Boy: Iron Maiden

#hevyymetal \m/

I hope the sensation passed, or that it happened and you felt better afterwards. I always feel better afterwards.

 

Just thinking about freedom, analyzing stuff in my mind as always.

 

Glad to have the Internet back. It got cut when I was in the middle of finishing something.

 

Got mistaken as a chinese. Again.

 

Thinking of ways to cope with my fatigue : /

 

Six nations will be on in an hour (I think)!!!

I need Ireland to cheer me up from two depressing games yesterday (Italy deserved to win and so did England!)

 

Enjoy today. On the off chance you end up repeating it over and over again for thousands of years, I hope that your Superbowl pick is victorious. I'd hate for you to have to relive utter defeat over and over and over again.

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I feel a bit better, but I still feel like a shit. :icon_sad:

 

I'm sick as a dog. I have to go into work today at 7pm until close, so I won't get home until around 12am or so. Great. I hope I feel better by then. Also, I probably shouldn't be looking up Marble Hornets stuff, giving how much of a chicken I am.