What Are You Thinking?

Two reports done and a test....that I kinda guessed on...but somehow passed......MIO....my homework savior.

 

Apparently not giving a 4-year-old Nyquil when she asks is worthy for the "Adolf Hitler" award.

 

Thanks to Jack93 for advising me with something that I found difficult to understand. Only time will tell if I do the right thing or not, but that's love right?

 

I know how Shane feels....

 

I can be a good actor when I want to... Want to punch myself in the throat whenever I adopt hyperfemme! mode. Especially hurts now that I'm out of the closet and I'm forced to remain even more closeted than I was before...

 

Hm, I actually never got the hype with Pride bracelets until I got one. It makes you feel like you are just officially out all the time, and to anyone who sees you, and it really DOES make you feel more proud in who you are. I've actually gotten a couple looks, which surprised me, cause I didn't think anyone would know what it was XD

 

I should have started organizing my music collection by sub-genre a long time ago. Essentially had hundreds of bands under each genre, and that made archiving very timely and exhausting; it's just something that was always on the back of the mind.

20,000+ mp3 files and counting. Good move.

 

Hmm, my question is this: why do some elements of the gay community think being fashionable, well dressed, and well groomed is somehow a bad thing? Or fuck, even downright fucking fabulous. People are who they are, why judge them for that? That's no better than others judging you for just *being* gay.

I just don't understand why is there so much obsession with being rugged or "straight acting". If you are, that's cool, but if you're trying to be, because of some kinda stigma on being "stereotypically" gay, then, sorry, but that smells more of self hatred and internalized homophobia, than anything.

 

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I personally am hella jealous of the fashionable members of the gay community. I have neither the money, time, inclination, nor the ability to be among them. Sure, I have some capacity to stylishly fashion my clothes and when I can bother doing my hair or putting more than ten minutes' effort into my appearance I could probably pull something off. But I just can't seem to be one of those awesomely cute guys who looks runway ready after gelling my hair and throwing a cardigan on.

Plus I'm on the sturdier side of things, and very rarely do I see a stylish bigger guy.

Point being, I'm just jealous of stylish people.

 

I have a good taste in fashion, but it's mostly conservative and not at all stereotypical. I don't think that it's ever right to say that gay people have an inherently fashionable sense, because that's wrong and dehumanising. But there's a fear of femininity, and fashion is considered feminine by many.

 

Agh, I was JUST gonna order my Pride/Awareness paracord bracelets but the people who make them on Etsy are on vacation.

All of the sad.

 

My child wakes up too early!

 

My ear is itchy :/

 

Why did the guy at the carpet store seem so cute? I was struggling not to stare at him. He wasn't even what most people would call really attractive, but I thought he was better-looking than most models. Thank God I can hide my feelings. :lol:

 

Omg saw your post and decided to have a nosey on etsy, there is loads of really cool LGBT pride stuff

 

i got bros, broooo rrrosssss in different area codes, area codes.

 

Lilo and Stitch is on Netflix??

My night just got so much better...just sayin..

 

^ YUS.

Also, this new iTunes Radio thing... I'm really digging it. More than Pandora, more than Spotify.

 

Can't sleep and I have to get up early. @_@

I miss you. >_<