What Are You Thinking?

My sister forgot her debit card, so I couldn't get gas for the car. Naturally, the car stalled when we were almost home. >__> She had to call a friend of ours to pick us up. I find it HIGHLY ironic that my car stalled in the parking lot of a gas station...

Also: Hey, dumbfucks. When it's raining hard, you should have your fucking headlights on. So people like me with vision problems can see your ugly-ass car on the fucking highway. Jerkasses.

*apologizes profusely for the foul language*

 

I'm thinking.....bored, angry, pissed off, sad, depressed, anxious.

why dont people understand gays, lesbians, bisexuals and transgender people, i was called a freak before and it really did bug me, i am as normal as normal can be, but there is no fun in being normal

 

It's apparently "misunderstand the gargoyle" day. So far, I've had one guy tell me he's never heard anything more offensive than something I said in passing...and another guy has decided another thing I said in passing is irrefutable evidence that I'm bisexual and "afraid to explore my heterosexual side", even though settling down with a woman would "make my family happy".

Maybe I'll just be really really quiet for the next two days.

Lex

 

:icon_eek: Give!

 

Really sorry to hear that, though I hope you're not letting it get to you. In any case, there's no reason you should be quiet and can't continue kicking-ass.

[Is it okay for me to say that? I feel like I'm infringing on a TM....]

 

You owe me a quarter. But thanks.

Lex

 

I need to stop being so passive about important things, they always come back to bite me in the ass.. -.-

 

Got my car back. Yay~

On another note:
Hmmm...it's coming along nicely. I should have it finished before long tonight. Hehehe~

 

Terminating your cares feels great. Nothing to worry, feel sad or get angry about. What's next on the list of my robotic transformation?

 

Today is one of those days where breathing seems like too much to handle. At what point do things get easier? Everyone keeps saying things will get better. When? I'm tired of waiting.

 

Today was pretty cool. I participated in what is, quite possibly, the biggest snowball fight I'll ever see. About 700 people participated. And not only did we make Dutch headlines, the news went international: even The Guardian covered it!

Picture desk live: the best news pictures of the day | News | guardian.co.uk

Spoiler

People take part in the big snowball fight organised through social media at the Valkenberg Park in Breda, The Netherlands. The idea literally snowballed on Facebook into a huge event with over a thousand people registered to take part.

Awesome.

 

The clouds are purple because of the twilight. It's awesome.

 

I'm having my birthday party this weekend, my crush (carefully using that word) is coming and he just keeps hinting at the fact that he wants to stay for the night, probably just because he comes from afar but I think it's funny because I sure wouldn't mind... I explained to him that I would let him stay over but my parents are not a fan of it. Especially not now they know (though don't really acknowledge) about my liking for guys... Other than that it would just be pretty awkward because we barely know each other outside of school.

But though he seems straight, I'm picking up more and more signs that he might like me too... like today when we were at this bar, he was laughing at a joke I made and he randomly started poking my leg, and not just once. Let's just say I didn't mind. He doesn't know about my orientation though.

 

I just spent like an hour playing angry birds....i need to get a life....seriously

 

I just want to accept who I am for crying out loud!!! Why is it so hard for me to just be happy with who I am!?! :icon_sad:

 

Love and I had a classic movie night tonight. I was leaving her house absolutely killing Don't You Forget About Me on my way to my car and a group of random sketchy people totally caught me. Awkward...

 

Hahahahahahahahaha he's coming over to my house tomorrow.... Of couuurse he is. :roflmao: Why wouldn't he? Why wouldn't I need another opportunity to absolutely obsess over him?

5 more :***:ing months and I'm done with all of this :***:ing :***:.

---------- Post added 15th Jan 2013 at 08:30 PM ----------

What a freaking gong show! I'm sorry that everyone here has to suffer reading through my delirious and depressing rants... it's only for a little while and it's really helping to get my thoughts out.

On that note.... :***: :***: :***::***::***: :***::***: :***: :***: :***::***: :dry: