What Are You Thinking?

I want someone to wrestle with...

 

I actually would with you- a little aggression release is good

---------- Post added 22nd Sep 2012 at 12:48 AM ----------

Audition tomorrow and I’m still awake at 4:48am

 

New glasses = dizzy+headache = sad clown.

 

Skyping boyfriend in the middle of the night

How little things can make life seem so much better..

 

Going through a bit of an identity crisis. I feel like I am not being my true self, but I'm not even sure I know my true self at all. I have a feeling it will get worse.

 

Kate Nash is awesome.

 

Could it be that I'm afraid of continuing the story I started writing a year ago? Maybe I just don't want to relive the depression I had while making it.

 

Farandole! <3

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Oh my God. I have thought about doing this a thousand times, but I never did it because I thought to myself, "This bigot isn't worth it. He's a hypocrite to the ideals he professed to me."

At the moment, I'd consider myself agnostic. I don't really know what I'm gonna do religiously, if anything at all. It's not the religion I'm mad at, it's some of the leaders in the organized religious institutions that make me mad. It's not the entire religion, just some crackpot that got in a position he's not qualified to be in.

 

Uh oh. Thermodynamics assignment due Monday morning and I left my textbook (and notes) at school. And I'm not getting back to school until midnight on Sunday. :eusa_doh:

 

It's been a year, a month and 3 days since I was fired from my job last August. I started my job hunt the very day I got fired, and I still have nothing to show for it...needless to say, I'm losing hope big time.

 

I love this. People, please get educated and make sure you can vote!! Depending on your state you only have 17 more days to be able to register to vote now!
Check your voter status!! A lot of people think they are registered to vote, but with the new laws it might not be the case!

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Mom walks into my room, gives me a hug, and tells me I have a fever.

...oh, so I guess that's why I've been shivering all day despite wearing a sweater.

It's weird though, I don't really feel all that sick. But now I'm worried since I have to work in a few hours, and I am actually really hot...

 

I feel so utterly helpless right now, and I'm only in day 3 of this cold. God help me, I'm pathetic. x.x

 

I probably wouldn't worry about coming out to him.. but he is my second cousin.. so he is going to find out eventually. I don't consider myself religious anymore either. I consider myself to be atheist now. He dosen't know that yet either. I'll tell him that later.

 

I want to so badly not go to work, go a secret location, and began trying out outfits for myself.


And put on black lipstick >.<

 

SNSD's old songs are much better than their new ones, in my opinion. Also, I wish the Wonder Girls and miss A would hurry up with a new album....I know Wonder Girls is making an English album right now, but I haven't heard from miss A since "Touch", and that was way back at the start of 2012... =/

 

I wish I could sing.

 

I feel really nervous.

 

I feel uber metal