What Are You Thinking?

(*hug*)

I miss my grandmother too. I wish it hadn't taken her death to get me to come out. =/

 

Thinking about my new job starting tommorrow,head of human resources at a med center.Got the job offer 2 weeks ago and took it with better pay

 

Went to brunch with friends, and now I'm stuffed. I don't even want to look at food.

Mom's coming tomorrow, so I need to clean up the apt. again.

 

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I love Ariel Schrag, it's great to hear hear read one of her stories.

'And that's what happens when you don't let kids be gay at their real prom, in High School.'

 

I went to my cousin's first birthday party today and it was adorable. And, I know I'm insanely late on this, but I'm really, really, really into Teen Wolf right now. I freaking love that show.

 

Why did I put off writing that letter for six weeks? It literally took me just 30 minutes.

 

My second cousin (who was also my former youth group leader) decided to pull out the Bible to tell me that how I dress is wrong. He dosen't even know that I am gay...

This is not going to end well.... at all.

 

Im thinking i got to go to BED.......but i cant lol

 

My aunt says that she enjoyed visiting her grandchildren today and posts the statement as a picture description on Facebook...the picture is of a random, pink background...I don't even...

On another note...I hate being reminded how lonely I am whenever I go to these church functions...it would help loads if I knew that there were someone who would definitely not leave me or anything.

 

The Bible has a dress code?

 

No... He was just saying that I dressed like I was gay. Then, he told me that being gay is wrong. So he was basically saying that I cannot dress the way I do because I look gay.

 

I'm an aunt (Not biologically. My sister's best friend is super close to our family and basically considered the other sibling.) Joseph was born at 11pm last night.

 

Ugh social interaction. Ugh. UGH!
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It just dawned on me that this is the first time I have had no schoolwork task hanging over me for the first time since the summer before 8th Grade. That's over six years, folks. Granted, I could have had countless moments like this had I not procrastinated, but it feels good, very good.

 

I'm looking at myself in the mirror with my glasses on and I think I look like a Librarian. A cute Librarian though. ^^

 

Last full day of house sitting. I've gotta say, I'm gonna miss it, the dogs mostly, they're like my adopted children now..

 

Well, that was awful. I went jogging, started feeling ill after about 10 mins, then 5 mins later I puked in a bush and stumbled home. The only thing I can compair it to is feeling drunk, but this was a million times worse; I couldn't find my centre of gravity and everything was spinning and bits of my vision were going black and I was literally crawling on the grass at one point. Good thing my house backs onto the park I run in.

 

I'd be miffed at the weather deciding to rain all day again if it weren't for the fact I'm going to Central Asia, where it's 37 / 100f degrees, in a few days:

BBC Weather : Tashkent

Though I'm scared because I don't know what anything above 30 feels like, and anything above 21 / 70f is a bit too hot to me.

 

Another day...I hope something good happens today. I need it.