Beginning to think that it's only my complete lack of ambition, drive and confidence toward anything I need or want to do which keeps me from feeling extremely depressed on a regular basis.
Some news yesterday, sent by my gaming-obsessed friend, set off some irrational resentment and anger in me: the release of the new, larger Nintendo 3DS redesign in August. Do you think that Best Buy will give me an exchange if I pay $30 + tax? No, of course not; they'll just laugh at me for being an idiot for 1)not waiting for the 3DS redesign I should have known was going to come (because come on, the DS had three redesigns!), and 2)attempting an exchange that's long past the deadline. Like what happened with my original DS, I'm left holding the inferior original model of the 3DS while most everyone else is waiting for the release of the new one in order to scramble toward the stores the moment it comes out and lift their new systems in a triumph over the idiots who stupidly bought the original model.
hey thanks for sneaking into my room and throwing away my pain pills mom. I really appreciate you treating me like a four year old.
That I should really put the bottle of whiskey down. For the last time.............. But it never is the last time..............
I was out at a bar tonight and got hit on by two guys. The second guy gave me a rose. I rejected both, but the weirdest thing about the night was that my parents were there and my mum was giving me advice on how to 'play the game'!!! Lol. It was a very sweet gesture from the 2nd guy though - well played to him! Also...I love my parents. Even though some of the stuff my mum said about it was incredibly cringy.
Not sure how I didn't realize this the last time I was in Athens, but Germany v. Greece is doing well to make me note it - Greek men are so cute/hot! (This despite the unfortunate fact that Germany is currently beating the crap out of them...)
The weekend. <33 It's finally here. I didn't think I would ever survive this week but I did. Plus, I just happened to catch my mentor on his way out today and he told me that my love cheated on our mutual diet. We were at Mexico one night a few weeks ago arguing over who could be a vegetarian the longest. I haven't seen her in like five days because we've been working, buttttt...he showed me a video he secretly took of her at a sports bar and she's eating chicken wings when I've been retching on veggie burgers for the last two weeks. That bitch. But I still love her so it's ok. I just have to get her back now. (Oh, and for the record, I lost the bet anyway, because I ate a chicken burrito a few hours before she ate that chicken, but she doesn't know that and it's the spirit and principle of the matter that needs to be revenged.)
