my story

Thanks again IanMB, and you should be excited for college because it is a great time in everyones life.

 

Thanks Ek7788, I will make sure to keep updating.

Speaking of updating, here is our most recent text conversation.

I asked how his first day at his new job was and he said it was awesome. Then he said I was sweet to ask him, and I said I needed any excuse to text my bf. haha. Then...

Him: Its so incredible that I'm badly in love with you.
Him: I work a lot, and your pretty face amazing smile pops up in my mind and makes me so happy.
Me: Same. You pop into my mind at all times during the day and I instantly start smiling. I love you.
Him: [his name] <3 [my name]
Me: [my name] <3 [his name]

It was strange to see my name next to his name for the first time. It sort of hit me once again that I was in love with a dude. I guess I am still getting used to it a little. He is so awesome though, and I really do love him a lot.

 

Thanks everyone,

And as for the texting: My guy and I both have each others names in our phones as michelle. This way if anyone does ever snoop we will have some sort of cover. I also try to delete texts fairly often, especially if they say things that might give it away. One time a friend of his actually found his phone after he had lost it, and he read some of the texts I had sent him. My guy played it off as "some girl who wouldn't leave him alone", haha. His friend didn't think twice about it.

 

So not a lot new to report, other than the fact that I have not seen him in a week because finals are coming up and he just started a new job as well. It sucks not being able to see him, and I am not going to be able to until thursday either. I don't know if I can wait another 5 days. We still text every day though. I am trying to study but all I can think about is him.

 

Sorry to hear that you are confused, but this is a great place to help find answers.

 

So I just saw my guy again for the first time in nearly 2 weeks. It was so awesome to get to see him after such a long time. We drank some beers and chatted, then we played a geography quiz game on his computer together. We were both sitting on the edge of his bed and he was sitting between my legs with me resting my chin on his shoulder. He would hold our beers and I would type on his computer from behind him so that we were touching as much as possible, it felt so awesome to just cuddle with him like that. Every once in a while we would both lean back and he would lay on my chest as I would massage his pecs and abs. Then he would lean back and we would kiss for a little while. Then we would want to do another quiz so we would sit back up and find another one on his computer. We completely lost track of time and did this for a couple of hours, haha. It was a lot of fun. Then he said that he needed to shower so we took one together. It was probably the hottest shower I have ever taken, and I don't mean the water. Then we got back to his room and finished up what we had started in the shower with our newly cleaned bodies. It was great. His roommate was not around so we could be as loud as we wanted. Then we just slept on each others chests until he had to get up for work in the morning. He let me get some more sleep in his room even after he left for work, which was really nice of him. Last night reminded me exactly why I am so in love with this guy.

On a side note, my dad pays my cell phone bill, and he said that my texting has gone up considerably recently and that it is costing him extra money (I wonder why...). He said he could switch to a new plan. I kinda got a little flustered for no reason and made up some lame excuse. I have a feeling my parents might think I am hiding a girlfriend of some kind from them. I do not talk about my love life with them at all, for good reason, so they might think something along these lines is the case. I doubt they have any idea what is actually going on though.

 

It is only two days into spring break and I am already spending a ton of quality time with him. I love being around him. My roommate is gone, and we think his is gone as well, so I get to spend every night of spring break with him. So far it has been a blast, I love curling up in his bed with him. It just gives me a warm feeling inside like I am in the right place. I feel so comfortable next to him. Today, he texted me saying "I'm down to be with you until whenever". This was pretty groundbreaking considering that we have not really talked too much about the distant future. told him I feel the same way, because I do. I want to be with him until something or somebody gives me a really good reason not to be with him anymore. And I mean really good reason.

Today I woke up next to him, went to his place after practice to take a nap with him/in his bed, and will be going to sleep with him tonight. This is something I could never do with my roommate around. Thank god for spring break, haha. I am looking forward to the rest of the week.

 

Things are still going great, I love being able to spend so much time with him. We have become much more comfortable talking to each other about certain things, like our relationship. Yesterday he told me that he was really happy I was his boyfriend. I told him the same thing. It was cool because this was the first time either of us had said boyfriend out loud to each other. It was a good feeling.

I am pretty sure that I could kiss and hold him in my arms for an eternity. We tried to figure out the average number of times we kiss a day and came up with somewhere over 100 times. I really love kissing him. We are so much in love its crazy. Also, being so deeply in love has really boosted our sex life even farther. It was amazing to begin with, but now it is beyond my wildest dreams. We have gotten to the point where I am pretty much exclusively the top and he the bottom. We both confessed that we have pretty much entirely stopped watching porn because when we do jerk off, it is too each other.

Last night I helped him do his laundry and we spent a very lovely evening together sampling cheese, crackers, and beer. Spending time with him is simply amazing.

 

Hey guys, Thanks for your comments. I am glad my thread is of some inspiration to you socialguitarguy.

It has been a while since my last post. I have been pretty busy with competition lately and school lately. But I have been seeing my guy as much as I can. We are still very much in love. Just now he texted me "We're so happy together. It's really awesome". And it is so true. He watches me compete online when my competition is being streamed, which is awesome of him. I really so love everything about him. Also, his roommate who disappeared a couple of weeks ago has not showed up again even though school is back in session. So I think we may have the whole place to ourselves until the summer. I still sleep in my own room most of the time because my roommate would wonder where I was. But it is nice to be able to talk a bit louder and be ourselves more when I am at his place. Furthermore, he graduated from grad school a couple of weeks ago, and is now working at a great job where he is making a bunch of money. So I am really happy for him because he also loves what he is doing. Overall things are going great. Thanks to all who are still reading.

 

Yeah, the roommate thing is a little strange. But he did go missing during a break in school though. So maybe he graduated just like my bf did. And him an my guy never really talked too much in the first place. They were on a need to know basis. I doubt anything serious happened to him, he is plenty old enough to take care of himself.