Song Lyrics

You're hard to hug, tough to talk to,
And I never fall asleep.
When you're in my bed, all you give me is a heartbeat.
You've turned into a statue, and it makes me feel depressed,
Cause the only time you open up is when we get undressed.

You don't love me,
Big fucking deal.
I'll never tell you how I feel.
You don't love me,
Not a big deal.
I'll never tell you how I feel.

It almost feels like a joke to play out a part,
When you are not the starring role in someone elses heart.
You know I'd rather walk alone than play a supporting role,
If I can't get the starring role.

Sometimes I ignore you, so I feel in control,
Cause really, I adore you,
And I can't leave you alone.
Fed up with the fantasies, they cover what is wrong.
Come on baby, let's just get drunk, forget we don't get on.
You're like my dad, you get on well.
I send my best regards from hell.

It almost feels like a joke to play out a part,
When you are not the starring role in someone elses heart.
You know I'd rather walk alone than play a supporting role,
If I can't get the starring role.

I never sent for love, I never had a heart to mend.
Because before the start began, I always saw the end.
Yeah, I wait for you to open up, to give yourself to me.
But nothings ever gonna give, I'll never set you free.
Yeah, I'll never set you free.

It almost feels like a joke to play out a part,
When you are not the starring role in someone elses heart.
You know I'd rather walk alone than play a supporting role,
If I can't get the starring role.
The starring role.

Starring Role - Marina & the Diamonds.

 

I fucking love you. :')

You're never gonna love me, so what's the use?
What's the point in playing a game you're gonna lose?
What's the point in saying you love me like a friend?
What's the point in saying it's never gonna end?

You're too proud to say that you made a mistake,
you're a coward 'til the end.
I don't want to admit that we're not gonna fit
No, I'm not the type that you like.
So why don't we just pretend?

Lies.
Don't wanna know, don't wanna know.
I can't let you go, can't let you go.
I just want it to be perfect.
To believe it's all been worth the fight.
Lies.
Don't wanna know, don't wanna know.

You only ever touch me in the dark.
Only if we're drinking can you see my spark.
And only in the evening could you give yourself to me,
'cause the night is your woman and she'll set you free.

You're too proud to say that you made a mistake,
you're a coward 'til the end.
I don't want to admit that we're not gonna fit
No, I'm not the type that you like.
So why don't we just pretend?

Lies.
Don't wanna know, don't wanna know.
I can't let you go, can't let you go.
I just want it to be perfect.
To believe it's all been worth the fight.
Lies.
Don't wanna know, don't wanna know.

Oooh. L-I-E-S.

Lies.
Don't wanna know, don't wanna know.
I can't let you go, can't let you go.
I just want it to be perfect.
To believe it's all been worth the fight.
Lies.
Don't wanna know, don't wanna know.

 

I'm the kings thirty second son,
Born to him in thirty seconds time.
Born to him the night still young.
Born to him with two eyebrows on,
And that's all I was wearing,
When I woke up staring at the world.

My mom had been a rather crazy queen,
But not at all a sex machine.
She liked to keep her body clean, clean.
Thought the world to be quite obscene,
But she retired to her chamber,
And we remain quite strangers.

And to see me made her awful sad,
And to touch me made her awful sad.
And to see me made her awful,
And to touch me made her awful.

I'm the kings thirty second son,
And all it took was thirty seconds time.
But a spoiled little prince I was not,
Had a chambermaid and a chamberpot.
And there's thirty one others like me.
There's thirty one others I can be.

Sometimes I'd stand by the royal wall.
The sky'd be so big that it broke my soul.
And I stood on my toes to catch a glimpse,
Of my mothers eyes and my mothers skin,
And she retired to her chamber,
And we remain quite strangers.

And to see me made her awful sad,
And to touch me made her awful sad.
And to see me made her awful,
And to touch me made her awful.

And one morning I woke up,
And I thought Oedipus, Oedipus, Oedipus, Oedipus.
Then one morning I woke up,
And I thought Rex, Rex, Rex, Rex.
Then one morning I woke up,
And I thought Oedipus, Oedipus, Oedipus, Oedipus.

Thirty two's still a goddamn number.
Thirty two still counts.
Gonna make it count, gonna make it count, gonna oh oh.
Thirty two's still a goddamn number.
Thirty two still counts.
Gonna make it count, gonna make it count, gonna oh oh.

Long live the king, long live the king, long live the king,
Long live the king, long live the king, long live the king.
Long live the

I'm the kings thirty second son.
There's thirty one others just like me.
There's thirty one others on the way.
There's thirty one others after that.

Sometimes I stand by the royal gate.
People screaming love and hate.
And they scream, and they scream, and they scream,
Long live the king, long live the queen.

And to see me made her awful sad,
And to touch me made her awful sad.
And to see me made her awful,
And to touch me made her awful.

And one morning I woke up,
And I thought Oedipus, Oedipus, Oedipus, Oedipus.
Then one morning I woke up,
And I thought Rex, Rex, Rex, Rex.
Then one morning I woke up,
And I thought Oedipus, Oedipus, Oedipus, Oedipus.

Thirty two's still a goddamn number.
Thirty two still counts.
Gonna make it count, gonna make it count, gonna oh oh.

Thirty two's still a goddamn number.
Thirty two's still a goddamn number.
Thirty two's still a goddamn number.
Thirty two's still a goddamn number.
Thirty two, thirty two, thirty two, thirty two, thirty two, thirty two, thirty two, thirty two.
Long live the king, long live the king, long live the king.
Long live the king, long live the king, long live the king.
Long live the king.

Regina Spektor - Oedipus.

Aaah I love Marina!<33 She is my lifeee!

 

Andrew Jackson Jihad- Hertilation


I wanna break apart my heart
Glue the pieces to my car
Crash it into a wall
I don't want to feel at all
I want to break apart my heart

Douse it in gasoline
So the fire burns clean
Flick a cigarette like that movie Con Air
Doused in gasoline

And if you think you are better than me
You're right
There's no one to love
There's no one to trust
In my life

I want to pick up the pieces
And plant them in the ground
When a tree grows there
I want to chop that tree down

Build it into a boat
And float it in a lake
And with dynamite
I will explode that thing
That makes me make mistakes

And if you think you are better than me
You're right
There's no one to love
There's no one to trust
In my life

Sometimes I get lonesome
I can't breathe
Sometimes I get so scared
That I can't speak
Sometimes I get so worried
I can't hear my heart beat
Anyway, anyway

I wanna tear out my heart
And give it away
To a person more deserving one day

And if all I see
Is the worst in everything
That's all I'm gonna get
That's all I'm gonna get
That's all I'm gonna get

And if you think you are better than me
You're right
There's no one to love
There's no one to trust
In my life
There's no one to love
There's no one to trust
In my life
There's no one to love
There's no one to trust
In my life

 

Okay firstly, Fiona Apple's the Idler Wheel... as an album is like a musical and lyrical incarnation of everything I've ever felt. Here's Daredevil, the second verse of which is my absolute favourite. I've cited it several times.

I guess I just must be a daredevil
I don't feel anything until I smash it up
I'm caught on the cold, I'm caught on the hot
Not so with the warmer lot
And all I want's a confidante
To help me laugh it off

And don't let me ruin me
I may need a chaperone

Say I'm an airplane
And the gashes I got from my heartbreak
Make the slots and the flaps upon my wing
And I use them to give me a lift
Hip hip for the lift
Hip hip for the drag
I want them all in my bag
Oh give me anything and I'll turn it into a gift

And don't let me ruin me
I may need a chaperone

Seek me out
Look at, look at, look at, look at me
I'm all the fishes in the sea
Wake me up
Give me, give me, give me what you got
In your mind, in the middle of the night

Maybe you let me look out for you
Protect what I found in you
And never let it starve
Then that way, you let me stay
Skirtin' the skirt like I want to
And I will try hard to hold onto you with open arms

 

And it came to me then that every plan is a tiny prayer to father time
As I stared at my shoes in the ICU that reeked of piss and 409
And I rationed my breaths as I said to myself that I'd already taken too much today
As each descending peak on the LCD took you a little farther away from me
Away from me

Amongst the vending machines and year-old magazines in a place where we only say goodbye
It stung like a violent wind that our memories depend on a faulty camera in our minds
But I knew that you were a truth I would rather lose than to have never lain beside at all
And I looked around at all the eyes on the ground as the TV entertained itself

'Cause there's no comfort in the waiting room
Just nervous pacers bracing for bad news
And then the nurse comes round and everyone will lift their heads
But I'm thinking of what Sarah said that "Love is watching someone die"

So who's going to watch you die?..

-Death Cab for Cutie, What Sarah Said.
Ben Gibbard is just amazing. Lyrics from the Plans album are just phenomenal, and I'd recommend the album to any indie lover. Though the song doesn't have much association with me, but it just hits you hard.

 

You come to me with scars on your wrist
You tell me this will be the last night feeling like this
I just came to say goodbye
I didn't want you to see me cry, I'm fine
But I know it's a lie.


This is the last night you'll spend alone
Look me in the eyes so I know you know
I'm everywhere you want me to be.
The last night you'll spend alone,
I'll wrap you in my arms and I won't let go,
I'm everything you need me to be.

Your parents say everything is your fault
But they don't know you like I know you they don't know you at all
I'm so sick of when they say
It's just a phase, you'll be o.k. you're fine
But I know it's a lie.

This is the last night you'll spend alone
Look me in the eyes so I know you know
I'm everywhere you want me to be.
The last night you'll spend alone,
I'll wrap you in my arms and I won't let go,
I'm everything you need me to be.



The last night away from me

The night is so long when everything's wrong
If you give me your hand I will help you hold on
Tonight,
Tonight.

This is the last night you'll spend alone
Look me in the eyes so I know you know
I'm everywhere you want me to be.
The last night you'll spend alone,
I'll wrap you in my arms and I won't let go,
I'm everything you need me to be.



I won't let you say goodbye,
I'll be your reason why.

The last night away from me,
Away from me.

 

Ah! I wasn't sure which of those two songs' lyrics to post. Just downloaded this album today after months of thinking 'I should download that album'. Marina describes my feelings so well.

You're too proud to say that you made a mistake,
you're a coward 'til the end.
I don't want to admit that we're not gonna fit
No, I'm not the type that you like.
So why don't we just pretend?

Sometimes I ignore you, so I feel in control,
Cause really, I adore you,
And I can't leave you alone.
Fed up with the fantasies, they cover what is wrong.
Come on baby, let's just get drunk, forget we don't get on.

 

This song is so inspirational and has given me one of my favorite story ideas yet. It has a great message about staying strong even when no one has your back and forgetting about those who let their world or themselves die because they have no fight left in them. They're not your responsibilty and you can stand up with out them. Standing alone isn't always bad when those you would have looked to for support will only bring you down. Rise above!


Galt Aureus - Citadels (on iTunes!) - YouTube

It's just contempt calling you out,
when everyone else kneels down.
You scream in your head, cut tongue from your mouth,
when everyone else is so loud,
bellowing the only phrase they know now,
"bottoms up: the city is sinking!"

Let them rot, if nobody follows;
the steel in my voice won't hold,
the sky presses down,
the Rubicon is long gone;
let them rot, regrets raise no citadels.

It's just contempt calling your bluff,
this eulogy of ruin never ends, and you've heard enough.
You rouse from an empire,
waking to whiskey, quarries for gravestones, and guillotines,
bottoms up: the city is sinking!

Let them rot, if nobody follows;
the steel in my voice won't hold,
the sky presses down,
the Rubicon is long gone;
let them rot, regrets raise no citadels!​

 

Just a quick warning: I'm gonna be posting here alot, because a good 1/2 at least, of Quadrophenia applies to me.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0wYS0u0s1Wk


I'm One
Music and Lyrics by Pete Townshend, performed by The Who

Every year is the same
And I feel it again,
I'm a loser - no chance to win.
Leaves start falling,
Come down is calling,
Loneliness starts sinking in.

But I'm one.
I am one.
And I can see
That this is me,
And I will be,
You'll all see
I'm the one.

Where do you get
Those blue blue jeans
Faded patched secret so tight.
Where do you get
That walk oh so lean
Your shoes and your shirts
All just right.
But I'm one etc.

I got a Gibson
Without a case
But I can't get that even tanned look on my face.
Ill fitting clothes
I blend in the crowd,
Fingers so clumsy
Voice too loud.

But I'm one.

 

one-liners:

My sig

"I'm not crazy, I'm just a little impaired"
-Matchbox 20

"When they drag you through the mud, it doesn't change whats in your blood"
-The Killers

 

I've heard this song many years back, but it just dawned on me recently that it could be about an unrequited crush for a straight person (or vice versa) and whether to tell them

Gotta tell you - Samantha Mumba

Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah
Your love for me came as a waterfall
Flowin' inside me like never before
Your love for me, somethin' I didn't see
But baby, I know better now

When you walk in the room that very night
A special feelin' just burst inside
It was only you, nobody else
But baby, I know better now

Don't want to love you if you don't love me
Don't want to need you when you won't need me too
Don't want to tell you this now, but it wouldn't be right
If I didn't tell you this tonight

Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah
And now you're back inside my house again
I'm tryin' deeper to explain
'Cause baby, I want to get it on
And baby, you're the one for me

But now that I have got you all alone
After all this talkin' on the phone
I should be strong, there's nothing wrong
I'll tell you this is where you belong, where you
Belong

Don't want to love you if you don't love me
Don't want to need you when you won't need me too
Don't want to tell you this now, but it wouldn't be
Right
If I didn't tell you this tonight

It was just something in your eyes
That made me realize
But now I hear voices deep inside
Tellin' me, tellin' me

Don't want to love you if you don't love me
Don't want to need you when you won't need me too
Don't want to tell you this now, but it wouldn't be right
If I didn't tell you this tonight

 

Well I can't choose one, but all this lyrics are so deep I listen to it daily when am in a depressive mood or if I can't cope with life

Outlaws of Love by Adam Lambert

They say we'll rot in hell
But I don't think we will
They've branded us enough
Outlaws of Love.
Scars make us who we are

Lego House by Ed Sheeran

I'm gonna pick up the pieces,
and build a lego house
when things go wrong we can knock it down

Up by James Morrison

How can I find you
When you're always hiding from yourself
Playing hide and seek with me

Diamonds by Rihanna

I choose to be happy
You and I, you and I
We’re like diamonds in the sky

 

I love this one because it says that no matter what you're going through, you shouldn't give up. No matter how alone you feel, look around a little, and you will find someone who wants to help you. Everyone has problems, and they may seem insurmountable, but I'm here, and I believe in you.

Don't Give Up - Josh Groban

Don't give up
It's just the weight of the world
When your heart's heavy
I, I will lift it for you

Don't give up
Because you want to be heard
If silence keeps you
I, I will break it for you

Everybody wants to be understood
Well, I can hear you
Everybody wants to be loved
Don't give up because you are loved

Don't give up
It's just the hurt that you hide
When you're lost inside
I, I'll be there to find you

Don't give up
Because you want to burn bright
If darkness blinds you
I, I will shine to guide you
​

This one I love because it represents how I feel about where I come from. I've been raised in the country all my life, and I'm proud of it. It's more than just fields and open landscapes. It's about being free and depending on no one but yourself for what you need, about working hard for what you have and being proud of who you are. At least, that's what I think of.

Fly Over States - Jason Aldean

Just a bunch of square corn fields and wheat farms, man it all looks the same
Miles and miles of back roads and highways connecting little towns with funny names
Who'd wanna live down there, in the middle of nowhere

They've never...Met the man who plowed that Earth
Planted that seed, busted his ass for you and me
Or caught a harvest moon in Kansas
They'd understand why God made those fly over states

I bet that mile haul in Santa Fe freight train engineer's seen it all
Just like that flat bed cowboy stacking US steel on a three day haul
Roads and rails under their feet, yeah that sounds like a first class seat

On the plains of Oklahoma
With a windshield sunset in your eyes
Like a water-color painted sky...

Take a ride across the Badlands
Feel that freedom on your face
Breathe in all that open space... ​

This last one reminds us to take time out to appreciate what we have, have some fun, stop worrying so much. You're not guaranteed tomorrow, so live today.

Days Like These - Jason Aldean

Ain't no cloud up in my sky
I couldn't worry if I tried
I got an open road just darin' me
To pick you up and take you for a ride

I got a new shine on my car
Sun is tannin' my left arm
And while I'm waitin' on the red light
I'm burnin' up a little air guitar

Turn it up a little bit louder
Turn it up I love this song
Come on girl the world is ours
Let's do something right or wrong

Life is short
Lets go live it
Ain't no time for wasting time
Days like these, they go by way too fast
Yeah, days like these you wanna make them last

Rest your feet up on the dash
Leave your toe prints on the glass
Sing it like you mean it baby
Close your eyes and lay your head on back
​

 

Ellie Goulding Human I pick it because something about it reminds me of my autisim and how I'm different from other people so basically I'm not human. i mean it may seem strange that it makes me think of that but it does

Human I wonder why you're a better
make than I could ever build or create,
you know not love or hate
I am so scared of what will kill me in the
end for i am not prepared, i hope I will
get the chance to be someone, to be
human, look what we've done, look what
we've done

I would give my life, to be human
I would give my life, to be human
I would give my life, to be human
I would give my life, to be.

 

Time - Chase & Status ft. Delilah

If you can find the time
To give your love to me
I'll wait for you
If that's all you need

If you can find the time
If ever you're free,
Just draw me a line
And tell me where you'll be

I'll be right here
If you can find the time
Just be sincere
If you can find the time
I'll wait for you,
But if you can't find the time
Then cut me loose

Cause I don't have the time,
And I don't have the patience,
What do you take me for?
Why am I still waiting?
Cause while you decide.
I'm stuck here suffocating.
Cause if you can't find the time
My bleeding heart won't make it
My bleeding heart won't make it

If you can find the time
To give your love to me
Just draw me a line
And tell me where you'll be

I'll be right here
If you can find the time
Just be sincere

Cause I don't have the time,
And I don't have the patience
What do you take me for?
Why am I still waiting?
Cause while you decide,
I'm stuck here suffocating
Cause if you can't find the time
My bleeding heart won't make it
My bleeding heart won't make it
My bleeding heart won't make it

I'll be right here
If you can find the time
Just be sincere
If you can find the time
I'll, I'll wait for you
But if you can't find the time
Then cut me loose

Cause I don't have the time,
And I don't have the patience
What do you take me for?
Why am I still waiting?
Cause while you decide,
I'm stuck here suffocating
Cause if you can't find the time
My bleeding heart won't make it
My bleeding heart won't make it
My bleeding heart won't make it

Cause I don't have the time
Cause I don't have the time

My bleeding heart won't make it.

 

Jesu - Silver
I don't understand the pain
I just don't feel quite the same

Whether you're here to walk away
Or if you're here so you can stay

Silver's just another gold
When you're bitter and you're old

You can tell me anything
But not what the future brings

[brb crying ;_;]

 

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RU78m0dtkX4

Is It In My Head
Words music by Pete Townshend, performed by The Who

I see a man without a problem
I see a country always starved,
I hear the music of a heartbeat,
I walk, and people turn and laugh.

Is it in my head
Is it in my head
Is in my head here at the start?
Is it in my head
Is it in my head
Is it in my head, or in my heart?

I pick up phones and hear my history.
I dream of all the calls I miss.
I try to number those who love me,
And find exactly what the trouble is.

Is it in my head etc.

I feel I'm being followed,
My head is empty
Yet every word I say turns out a sentence.
Statements to a stranger
Just asking for directions
Turn from being help to being questions.

I see a man without a problem.

 

Have you ever had to love someone
Who just don't feel the same?
Trying to make somebody care for you
The way I do
Is like trying to catch the rain,
And if love is really forever,
I'm a winner at a losing game.

— Rascal Flatts, “Winner At a Losing Game”

—————​

This lyric is fairly self-explanatory.

 

Bones sinking like stones
All that we've fought for
Homes, places we've grown
All of us are done for

We live in a beautiful world
Yeah we do
Yeah we do
We live in a beautiful world

Bones sinking like stones
All that we've fought for
Homes, places we've grown
All of us are done for

We live in a beautiful world
Yeah we do
Yeah we do
We live in a beautiful world

Oh all that I know
There's nothing here to run from
Cause here
Everybody here's got somebody to lean on

--Coldplay---Don't Panic--

This song gives me shivers.