Small Victories

I don't wanna vent because nothing about finally being on T is bad so I guess I'll call this a victory. Hit the first two H's of T, hungry and horny. I'm hoping the extra food will make me a bit bigger so that's a plus. As for horny, all I can say is that this is gonna be a struggle to control as I've never really been that much of a sexual person, my boyfriend is fucking loving it though.

 

wow, very cool. are you going to do it?

 

I know this was a dream but it was so amazing I have to list it as a victory.

Last night I had a dream where I was fully(biologically) female, and a teenager, and my mom was teaching me how to dance.

So in the dream I was just a regular girl doing regular girl things!

Even the crazy first half of the dream I was still fully(biologically) female and a teen.
I could also tell it was a Saturday in the dream for some reason.

 

A woman asked me for my name and I said Harrison

 

Cool. Whoever made it must be fairly proud about it.

 

wow, you da woman

 

Starting to feel more like I see a guy when I look in the mirror now...not sure if there's been any actual changes but it's nice anyway.

Dreamed last night that my voice was cracking...nice dream, but if only it would happen in real life too!

 

Im posting here again but I was counting boys in my science class and I said 7(counted all cis boys) and then my friend was like "no its 8 boys" she counted me in and I know its not a big victory but it made my day

 

Spent and entire afternoon with my mom and didn't get misgendered once. That's a first!

 

So buckle down kids, because this is a pretty one.

Back in 2010, I used to RP on this private WoW server and there was this other player on there--she was called Flammos.

I crushed on her so hard you would not believe and I idolized her. She inspired me to start writing and just generally doing stuff I normally wouldn't. I idolized her so much that when I started to transition and started thinking about what kind of person I wanted to be, I started to adapt a lot of parts of her personality.

She was strong, fierce, confident, proud, compassionate and wise--she was blinding to me.

The server eventually got closed down by Blizzard and even though I still had her skype, I was always too afraid to talk to her directly; it was like staring straight into the sun.

For some reason, I started talking about her on a Discord server I'm on and everybody started to push me into talking to her again, so I eventually buckled and I told her "hi."

I told her everything I felt about her and she was flattered and delighted that I thought that way about her and I started to cry. A lot. Probably from relief, but I still can't figure out if I was happy or sad; probably both.

She couldn't return my feelings, but that's okay--you don't expect a sunset to love you back--I'm just glad I started talking to her again because she is so special to me.

 

She couldn't return my feelings, but that's okay--you don't expect a sunset to love you back--I'm just glad I started talking to her again because she is so special to me.

can I steal this, im planning on telling my crush how I feel, and I may need this.

 

You may. It's not mine to start with.

It's said by River Song as she explains her feelings towards the Doctor on Doctor Who. It felt appropriate to use, because this woman is pretty much the Doctor to my River Song.

 

(*hug*)