What are you thinking?

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i was just complaining again haha i dont know why i insist on cramming in here when i already have a journal

a subconscious want of comfort i guess.

Gonna go now. Night EC

 

cant use dating apps.... wahats my fuckin problem, why am i so shy and scared of everyhing hi hatem yself so much

 

Wooo. :dry:

I feel the same way. It sucks. You gotta take a risk, though, sometimes. I totally understand where you're coming from, though. I'm very risk averse.

 

So there's a new multi-state lottery game based off Monopoly and tickets are $5 apiece. This won't last long, so enjoy it while you can. I might buy a ticket just for shits and giggles, but will I play it on a regular basis? Hell no. It's a good concept of having more winners instead of just one winner of more money than he or she knows what to do with, but $5 is just too much for a ticket.

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I think I bruised the top of my spine doing shoulder stands.



Again.

 

ye!! i'm just, i'm so scared!!! the last first date i had, took pretty much everything i had in me and some outside encouragement and it was still amazing that i did that, but it ended bad, sad, and i am looking at more fast paced type sites/apps but i'm too scared, like.... i feel like i have to lose so much weight and be so much unlike me, to even look at profiles and such. we are the risk averse club :c

 

Hi ho hi ho it's off to work I go

 

Great. Growth is now really setting in; I have pretty big pains in my legs, and my arms aren't comfortable either.

It's also accompanied by a side-effect of an increase in hormone levels. :rolle:

 

STOP GROWING! ugh

 

I'm only 5'9"

 

Why do shows have to run over.. I find it quite annoying.

 

Oh come on, I can't be hungry already.

 

Ugh, where the fuck did all of that happiness go? And why hell am I getting such drastic moodswings?

Is this really normal? Because I'm sick and tired of being happy for one day and then wake up feeling like absolute shit.

Is this what they call teenage moodswings or what

Fuck

I'm going to get my ass off EC and go to school I guess, maybe then I will feel better

 

I really miss a good friend of mine.. I don't know how to find her anymore as she is an online friend and met through role play on Facebook.. ~sighs~ we have had our ups and downs and a love-hate relationship.. I wish I could find her and make things right with her.

 

How the hell can a finger bleed this much?

 

Still taller than me lol

 

I like being short that means longer life expectancany and less likely to break a hip, and isn't it easier for short people to climb, plus short guys are way cuter, obviously short people are the superior master race, lets cut off the legs of anyone taller than 5 "7".

 

I'm also 5'9" and wish I was shorter. At school I'm too tall to walk through one of the doors without bending. I'm waiting for the day when I'm in a hurry and forget to bend.

 

Morning EC. Another travel day and then it's back to the old grind. I ran a stop sign on the way to the train station by accident. Hey, I didn't see it.