Of course I'd forget my cousins from Lebanon are coming the day that I get a wicked hangover AND slept over at my friends house...ugh I'm beat....gotta tell myself it's just for a few days...
Don't ask me how, but I can feel that I'll have a nosebleed before the end of the day. It's pretty annoying to spend the rest of the day compulsively feeling your nose to feel whether there's already blood trickling out...
OMG yes yes yes yes YES!! He replied to my e-mail and is still interested!! Yaaaay!! (It's not about relationships by the way)
There is no greater personality flaw than not being able to have sane, mature, intelligent discussion, and I'm seeing it everywhere lately. If someone can't join a discussion without putting words in someone's mouth or flying off-subject to talk about themselves at length, they should probably just not post or speak at all.
I want to change, I really do. But the fact remains that I have lived for 22 years like this, and anyone who thinks I will change overnight is an idiot. With that being said, the last few weeks have been rough. Lots of emotions, new feelings, and starting to accept the fact that I have put up a wall of anger and have guarded my heart and don't redily accept people into my life due to the fact that I got burned on many occasions. I don't like this part of me, but I am glad that I found EC, have a friend that has stood by me, and am finally getting the support and help from my doctor and a psychologist. [/rant]
I can't decide if its me or not. If its not me what is it? Because I don't like this. It feels weird and isn't warm and fuzzy like it should be. I need a hug.
Today I picked up a pack of cigarettes someone had dropped on the ground. I kept it. That's how broke I am right now.
My Brother, My Brother and Me makes my day yet again. As they have done many a boring or tired Monday.