I really don't have any close friends. Because of my past I don't let people get to close to me and tend to drive them away if I feel they are....
I have had counseling on and off since I was 14. I've had good counselors and bad ones. Unfortunately the best ones I've had were either when I...
Hello everyone, I haven't posted here in a while, and the last time I did so, I was on the brink of a taking my life. Thankfully I didn't. Since...
For what it's worth, I am with you 100%. Gratefulness is a myth. It is something made up by people that are already happy to further perpetuate...
The pain is unbearable and I don't want to deal with it anymore. I don't even know why I'm posting here. Maybe I just want people to know I'm...
This is a problem. I don't feel I have anyone like this I can talk to. I was never all that close to my family and almost all of my friends are...
I so badly want to tell my wife that I like guys, or at least that our marriage isn't working but every time I get close I chicken out. It...
Hi Zen, I feel the same way. Like Mikelhpc228 I'm not out to my wife and the stress of trying to hold everything together has drained me to the...
I'm not sure my life is worth it. Even though I try to be a good person and a good father I'm just deceiving everyone and will eventually just...
Seems like the only time I come on this site is when I've hit a low point in my life, or at least a lower then normal point. Well I'm there again....
I feel like I'm right back in the same old rut again. I don't have the balls to come out to my wife yet I can't live like this. I can't stand the...
Today is not a good day. I have tried dealing with my sexuality and the mess I'm in, but I just can't get it right. I'm married and want to come...
At least you had the nerve to tell her. I wish I could, but when I hear stories about how hard it is after I just can't. I'm with you. I wish the...
I am still here, for now. I am not sure how long I can last but I am trying to my best. One part of me want to try and live out the rest of my...
First of all it did demean my situation. It felt like just another therapist that has no clue what real pain is trying to shove a bunch of "you'll...
I want the pain to stop so bad, but I'm too Damn scared to do it. I'm even a failure at killing myself. Thirdtime, there aren't a lot of guys...
I know your all trying, but it really is useless. I cant be in this much pain anymore and I have no one here to talk to. I am really completely...
And now a guy that I really liked, who knew my situation, and said he would wait for me to work it out just told me that he met another guy....
I had a counselor. She left her practice and notified me by text message. Frankly I'm sick of taking things seriously. The more serious I take...
I tried to end it yesterday. I started making a plan and almost went through with it but I chickened out and just went back to my miserable life.I...
