You have to go on a long hiatus and refrain from sex, masturbating,and porn. Ask yourself. If you are aroused by either one of the genders you...
I dont know but I just did some testing even thought i shouldnt be. I relapsed again and did compulsive testing. I didnt enjoy watching either. I...
Dude i read this whole thing and i feel so sad for you, i cant imagine how frustrating and upsetting this must feel. :( I just wanna give you a...
Re: There's no doubt that I have a "gay fetish" but I don't think I actually LIKE guy Thats not neccesarily true, because when girls are tied...
Many people develop at different rates. I would say its normal for it to pop out of nowhere. Sometimes other mental issues can mess you up and...
Re: There's no doubt that I have a "gay fetish" but I don't think I actually LIKE guy I think you are looking into it too much. I think what...
Haha thank you, trust me i only got to this point after countless of EC post reading and support groups. When i found HOCD Gay OCD / HOCD /...
I blush when I look and talk to people sometimes- and it apparently looks as If I’m being turned on when really I’m actually really shy and...
I have alot of not so straight childhood memories. But you have to realize that when you are in a panic about thinking about things like this, you...
This sounds like me " open minded and straight. I think I might be compensating other sexuality issues outside of orientation by convincing myself...
I would say the elevator of men i would be really scared and uncomfortable. I Would feel inadequate and wait for it to be over. With girls i...
I would assume that it is normal, a crush would be something tangible in real life. Maybe you are just using them in your head to test out certain...
Yeah you are fine, but why did you post this in the Sexual and romantic orientation thread haha
WARNING: THIS IS LONG AND BORING Meanwhile my battle between HOCD or BI/gay is going strong... I have stopped masturbation and porn use. I...
Dude im happy for you that you got to experiment it sounds like you enjoyed it. But reading this has just made me realize how much i dont want...
Well i wouldnt jump the gun, but sometimes for people that have a breakup like that they suddenly begin to question. I wouldnt jump to conclusions...
Have you looked into HOCD? because the constant intrusive thoughts and anxiety that you describe are signs of obsessive compulsive thinking. I...
I have been looking into my past to find evidence of OCD like symptoms that could reinforce the HOCD that i am feeling now. i have found so many....
When you say you feel like you are lying you have to realize to yourself, do you genuinely feel like you are lying or are you scared that you...
I have gotten to the point where i think i must be gay now. I am trying to think about my past and how it effected me now. Near the end of...