Greatwhale you nailed my situation. I was simply a provider, I stuffed all of my needs and spent my days serving my wife. I worked to bring home...
I had a similar experience with a therapist only a couple of years ago. I believe he thought that I was freaking out about possibly being gay -...
I love your post, welcome to "The Club." You really identified the feelings associated with discovery of the truth and then the misery of the...
I don't see anything unsavory in what you have written. You are on a journey, you have even written your story as a sort of timeline. You are...
And there are plenty of hot gay firemen too, they're just deeply closeted :icon_wink
Ha ha this is me too, PeteNJ! I actually studied how to be the best hetero lover I could be. What I found is that I am "in tune" with women like...
iadsfo - thank you for your response. I think this is one of the most powerful threads that I've ever read. Although you are feeling as if you're...
Hi Effie, I suggest counseling where you can really get into what it is that you feel makes you transgendered. I am dealing with this and I have...
Iadsfo, Your experience really struck a chord with me. I find myself "trapped" in a straight lifestyle, career, everything and more and more it...
Jae you are not alone! I too am way masculine and have spent my life as a totally straight man who was in total denial. It has taken me quite some...
Patofsilver I totally identified with your statement that no one believes you're gay. I become so incredibly frustrated when the very few people...
Well I really don't want to scare you but you need to be prepared. I was the only one working so my ex was able to cry the blues and guess who...
Well it's kinda scary but a seasoned lawyer can pretty much predict exactly how the divorce is going to go for you. I consulted with several...
Yeah that's a big step! Maybe if you just view this as a "consultation" for now that will help keep you calm. You really do need to find an...
How are you doing with this? I am intrigued because I, too, recall feelings of wishing to be female back to about 6 years old. Then I thought I...
As I grew up I didn't want to be gay and even more importantly I didn't want to admit that I'd rather be relating to men as a woman! I acted uber...
One thing borderline people do is find someone with traits that they admire. For example I was educated, had a great career, was very intuitive...
Look up "Borderline Personality Disorder" and if she meets the criteria read as much about it as you can. Then get "Walking on Eggshells" and read...
I was in total denial about being gay but in the midst of separation and divorce I knew that I had to end this constant questioning that weighed...
I went - no, I'm still going through! - the mother of all divorces. Three years and counting. I was completely in denial about my sexuality when...