Ordered Easter eggs through Amazon to be directly delivered to my sister. Hopefully they get there before Easter.
Do you ever just think about how you can never really go back in the closet? That you've reached a point where realistically it just isn't an option for you, because too many people in your social circle know at this stage. Don't get me wrong, I don't want to go back in the closet, but I think about this sometimes. Just a passing 'huh, oh yeah' moment of realisation.
I wish I’d stop drinking my paint water by mistake, instead of my water. Drinking diluted Prussian blue and titanium white isn’t as appealing somehow.
My mother showed me the Facebook page of one of her friends who is an anti-vaxxer. The woman keeps throwing out words like nazi and oppression. She keeps going on about her choice being taken away. She has quotes from Martin Luther King Jr and comparing them to being asked to have the COVID vaccine. The country has only got as far as people with underlying medical conditions and she’s acting like the vaccine is involuntary surgery instead of just two injections. The anti-vaxxer logic is insane.
While I love winter, there's something SO nice about the first few weeks of summery weather. Windows open to flush the stale air out, [the hardier] house/annual plants moved outside for the day....Summer in the city, already
I’m thinking about how I feel so far today. True to form as a bisexual Gemini who usually sees both sides of every issue and therefore decides on neither, I feel relaxed...but anxious.
When you debug your code for hours only to realize you've been grinding over the stupidest mistake. I've been adding when I'm supposed to be multiplying, which didn't get noticed for 4 hours wat
I am so tired of the travel restrictions. The bf and I might have to cancel our vacation planned for next month.
One thing I’ve been thinking about lately is...how am I supposed to meet other bi-guys like myself during another COVID lockdown? I mean, lockdown or not COVID is not something we can take lightly despite the fact that many still do. I know for myself I haven’t come this far just to get taken out by this virus. At the same time I feel frustrated that I’m finally out but can’t meet other men like me...personally, not anonymously. Normally I would meet people the old fashioned way - parties, pubs/clubs, events, dances, etc. And online venues can be tenuous if not outright risky.
Rereading Twilight and wondering if the smell of blood is so tempting could they go to school with girls who could be on their period.
I hate that I know this, but Stephenie Meyer answered this question once and the short answer is they're fine to be around people on their periods.
I figured why not kick myself when I'm down so I went on one of the popular dating apps and exhausted the pool of users within 100 miles of me. Just as I expected: completely unlikeable. I am so pessimistic about my future right now.
Hmm interesting. My mom loves twilight. I’ll have to ask her opinion on that lol. I can’t imagine that menstrual blood would be that appetizing though since the vampire people tend to take the blood from the neck.
I’m sorry that you’re feeling down. Using dating apps can be tough. It can take a long time to find somebody that you click with. Maybe take a break for a while or try to meet people in person (COVID restrictions allowing)?
I know we can’t share dating app info. I hope you didn’t go on that hookup gay app that we all know of. I know I can’t share where I met my bf but the app I was on had pretty decent guys on it and they seemed pretty genuine. There is someone out there for all of us. Don’t beat yourself up too much! I still believe you will find true love!