So happy for you. For older gay men, coming out always entails heartache and pain as we bide adieu to our old hetersexual lifestyle. Yet, as you have discovered, while we have anguish we find fulfillment and happiness in finally be able to be ourselves. Like you, I was able to find love and contentment with a warm and sexy guy not long after I came out. The future will only get better for you my friend because you are now allowing yourself to live an authentic life.