My brain: You need to stop this obsession is becoming unhealthy. Me: What obsession this is the reason for my existence. Needless to say, sometimes I wish I wasn't as rabidly intense a person as I am.
Well, time to go get my BTEC results, I'm excited yet nervous at the same time. I hope I've managed to get my predicted grade.
Sometimes I get this longing for the days when people applied for jobs by walking into companies and handing over their resume. None of this send in your resume and then type everything that's on it into this online system and then spend an hour filling out this questionnaire and maybe we'll call you nonsense.
I started at my new building yesterday. It is a lot larger than my old one so that will take some getting used to. Things went really well though, so that is a good sign!
I have been buying too many books as of late. While having had that thought several time already, it still hasn't prevented me from going into a local bookstore and ordering some more literature. I am doomed.
I'm dying... How can I be so stupid and book a flight before I book a room in a flat? I'm scared to death that I might not find something and that I'd be homeless for some days... -.-
UGH. So my friend's mom LOVES gay people and every once and a while my friend passes along something her mom said. A few hours ago she said that if anything ever happened and I needed a place to live, I could live with them. Her mom barely even knows me? The fucking feels right now.
Three weeks until the semester starts up again, feels like this summer was really long yet short at the same time.