I am thinking that I wish I could meet some online trolls/nasty people to see if they were as brave when I was stood in front of them.
I'm going to have to drive to see my therapist for my next appointment and what with my horrible experience driving to her office and the fact that this will be an extremely important and anxiety-inducing appointment, I'm scared out of my wits.
The University fixed the bug they were having and I FINALLY got to reserve my BACHELOR SUITE. I'm so happy I got a bachelor suite. No more annoying, disrespectful roommates.
I may be getting a new neighbor! Not sure if that's a good thing. I kind of like the house next door empty, but I have a feeling all kinds of weirdos sneak into it at night.
I've been physically exhausted these past few days and I have no idea why. I even fell asleep in the middle of making this post. Go figure.
Feeling anxious lately, but looking at stimmy gifs has been very calming. Gotta love those anxiety-crushing stims. Now I'm going to watch some nice relaxing Bob Ross painting & play with my fidget cube until I fall asleep. :icon_cool:sleep:
The whole concept of "unpopular opinions" is rooted in vanity. Having an opinion be unpopular seems to be a point of pride, despite the fact that A) supposedly having more people with said opinion would better the world and B) such opinions labeled "unpopular" are often anything but. Despite our tendency to level accusations of "persecution complex" against others, there does seem to be an inherent desire in many to feel persecuted or otherwise victimized, as if this somehow always puts one on a higher moral ground. Omnia vanitas. Of course I recognize the inescapable irony of this, in itself, potentially being an unpopular opinion
I'm swallowed constantly by regret and hatred for myself. Everything I do, I just end up thinking how stupid I was doing it. It just ends up perpetuating my self loathing and constant thoughts of suicide. I'll definatly end up regretting posting this but I don't even care anymore
This final ended really sadly. Buffon deserved to finally win the damn Champions League and he didn't get it. Kind of bums me out a bit. I would say I can't imagine being a Juve fan right now, but we lost that same final four years ago, so...
Still laughing in my head about what happened at break time at work. I was mixing my dressing in my salad with two forks and some dude looked at it and shouted "yeah. Toss that salad!".
1 more week and Im gonna be back to work again after 6 fucking months! Maaaan, hope this will be good! And I hope my roommates are HOT clean.