I can't watch the news or do social media anymore. I just want to disappear with my cats into a land of nothingness... and kitty cuddles.
I kind of don't want to do what I'm doing tomorrow but I also know that I need to do it because I haven't seen my friends in what feels like forever so hopefully it'll be a good time.
When will I get it in my head that I can not. do. distance. My brain completely understands this and is in no need of convincing... it's my heart that's the problem. I know that I can avoid the predictable and imminent train crash of my emotions and feelings right now, by cutting off contact, but I won't... because right now it's just so euphoric. Maybe I'm incredibly jaded but this definitely won't work, and I'm a fool for not guarding myself while it's still relatively easy. What ever made me think that I'm capable of having no strings attached? :bang:
What the f*ck just happened?! I thought it was going to be a shutout! 2 goals from the Ducks within minutes from each other?! F*CK!! What happened boys?! :tantrum: :bang: ---------- Post added 5th May 2017 at 11:56 PM ---------- Come on boys, you're stressing me out. Get that 4th goal!! Let's go Duck huntin'!
OMG a second overtime!!? Come on boys, let's make this series 3-2 already. ---------- Post added 6th May 2017 at 12:39 AM ---------- Well f*ck. ---------- Post added 6th May 2017 at 12:41 AM ---------- F*cking b*llshit. The Oilers had it too. What the f*ck happened?
Thinking of my sig line "That perfect girl is gone" and realizing she was never here anyways, as much as I tried to bring her into being.
My appetite has decreased​ significantly lately.. wouldn't think that would happen especially being on T. Debating if I should worry about it or not. Maybe it's just stress. Hopefully.
*cringe* That giant black widow in our garage made a sickening pop/crunch sound after being stepped on (deciding to inspect it afterwards was also a mistake). Keep in mind this is literally minutes after releasing a ground spider I caught like two days earlier...