Most of what you guys are saying isn't very shameful at all. Sometimes I don't tell people I have schizoaffective disorder (a combo of schizophrenia and bipolar disorder) because I'm worried what they'll think of me. I have one aunt who knows and treats me like a five-year-old. Duh.
I'll elaborate on mine. When I said that I'm perceived as the innocent one, I meant that I'm seen as naive and clueless, and my family treats me like a fragile child. They seem to think that I can't function on my own, and my mom is even putting road blocks to my getting a drivers license because of this (I need to use her car as I don't have my own yet). And apparently my family thinks I'm ace. Which I'm not. I was talking to my mom the other day, and she seemed quite shocked that I'm sexually attracted to anyone. I have had similar conversations with other family members recently as well. My siblings will also try to censor inappropriate conversations when I'm around as well. It's actually very amusing to see them jump through hoops to sound "appropriate". It's just too much of a hassle to try to correct them, and the more I ask them not to treat me like a child, the more childish they treat me, as if wanting to be treated like a 19 year old is proof that I'm childish.
I have a notebook that I write in 24/7. Its full of random shit, songs I wrote, sheet music, contemplating about life, *cough* *cough* WRITING ABOUT GUYS I LIKE *cough* *cough* . You know, the usual lol NO ONE TOUCHES MY BOOK XD
Other than whenever I end up singing horribly along to music I listen to when I'm alone, something I've told almost nobody up until now is that I'm a furry.
I have to have something to hold while I sleep, rather it would be a pillow, stuffed animal, or even the corner of my cover bunched up into a ball. IDk why I even have to do this but I am going to assume it's a sensory thing.
i talked about my parents in the past tense when they were both still alive not dead just pathetic alcoholics