I took a nap for 2 hours but I woke up because I was twitching and that made me feel uncomfortable. The nap helped though.
So scared for my friends in the US... Just told one of them he can flee over here if hell totally breaks loose....
These past few days have felt so odd. I can't say im necessarily more scared about being gay but I'm not sure if I'll go to pride either. I was crying about this and had a breakdown earlier but at this point, I just don't know what to feel anymore. I've been thinking about it nonstop and my twitter feed has been about the shooting all day and for the first time in a while, i've spent almost all day watching tv.
Oh my god, how the hell do I have Facebook friends in the community who don't know about the Pulse? Jesus...
This shit due tomorrow and I'm sitting here eating cheese, and watching IGP play a horror game...yet I wonder how I get so being in school work.
A random person on FB who has no problem with award shows going on... This is why we have such a dumb electorate. Seriously?
They're all older ladies who don't seem to be too tech savvy but still. I almost lost it when someone posted a selfie and said "oh look, I've just been lounging around my house in makeup today life is lovely" in my trans group's Facebook group. Like...really? Of all days to post that?
I sort of feel better. I hate that this is affecting my summer. ---------- Post added 12th Jun 2016 at 06:10 PM ---------- Summer is supposed to be fun, not tragic.
Well, I dunno. I'd probably feel better about it if she at least said something about the shooting. But she even goes and posts a photo of her bare belly on the group. I didn't say anything but definitely irked me. I mean, I'm all about body positivity and whatever but...context matters. Maybe wait 12 hours before posting half-naked shots on a group full of people scared and anxious about even leaving their homes now.
I think I'm physically exhausted from discussing the Orlando shooting all day long (on the internet, with friends, etc.) A tragedy has not sucked the life out of me like this one in a long time.