What are you thinking?

I learned tonight that some people just are not worth it, I apologized even though I didn't do anything, Just to try and be neutral. Oh well, Fuck it. :lol:

 

oh god, why did I do this? I literally messaged someone I haven't seen in over a year and haven't talked to in a year. Why, why, why.

 

Havent had a crush on or even really any kind of attraction to anyone since July

Feels dead inside tbh .-.

 

I need some exercise

 

I don't like hurting people's feelings but sometimes my friends need the cold hard truth. My friend was catfished and he still wants a relationship with this girl. I can't stop him from doing what he wants but I tried my best to clue him in.

 

yer baaaaaaaaaaaaaack!

 

It's so hard. I feel like I don't know what all is going on in his life. There are things that we will talk about on skype and not facebook and we have been able to. Some of those conversations are just easier to have talking than messaging.

 

Finally going back home after Xmas. Such a relief. Funny, I was excited to come down to see my family again, but I forgot just how much I hate being with them. Dad specifically.

But... I need to find a job in 3 months. Something other then the part time job I have now. If not, they will stop helping me pay for rent, and I will have to move back....

I have been trying to get a job for the past year. If I get one it will be a miracle.

Of course, I am very thankful they supported me as long as they did. But still... Being with them is just torture. I was finally happy after I moved out.

Dammit.

 

I enjoy spending time with my dad so very much.

Now 4 hours a drive isn't that long or far, but when daily life, work and vacation schedules get in the way... Ah, I just don't see him often enough.

Glad he's here for a bit.

 

I just got out of the shower, and I feel so fresh and clean~ :3 Now I just have to stop by Wal-Mart and pick up stuff for dinner and lunch stuff for this week.

 

I'm glad to be home from work, can now chill and watch some youtube videos!

 

I am horny.

 

Playstation network back... my ass.

 

It's times like these when I remember that my parents' house was insulated in 1945. Brrrrrrr

 

Trying to figure out how to convey to a friend that his blatant misogyny is grossing the living shit out of me in a "tactful" way.

 

Dealing with this rn too. Ugh.

 

Ah, Kentucky vs. Louisville. The one and only time of the year that I root for Rick Pitino.

(As opposed to Calipari, who I will never root for...)

 

It's the third day of my inability to talk much. I actually found some decent Black Metal amongst the hordes of frostbitten grimdarkness clones. Really happy.

 

Yay, week and a half off of teaching and time to relax... Nope.