What I'll do if I turn out to be bi

Aha, I see! The thing is, I'm very open about almost everything (except about my family, that's none of anyone's business).

For instance, I can't relate at all with:
If I have a husband I wouldn't want him ogling girls, so he probably wouldn't want me to do the same.

It has something to do with my personality, but reading yours (and imagining it's mine), I can relate.

However:
I've been suppressing them since I was ten, so I have years of practice.

This is an argument why it would work, but surpressing your feelings really is no good for you.

And:
Besides most of the stuff I suppress is rude anyways.

Yet again, I'm honest about everything, so I simply say it when someone asks.

Last but not least:
I just don't see the point of telling people who I find attractive.

I'm not saying you should do this. I mean that I will tell if the right conversation pops up. But once again, I'm very open about practically everything.

 

Maybe I'm wrong, but it sounds like you'd be in denial. Acting straight isn't just not coming out to people, but to yourself as well.