What Are You Thinking?

Just had my first vaccination for my exchange to Oklahoma! (stupid state laws :dry

Too bad I fainted afterwards due to my low blood pressure and hurt my back and neck really really bad. Ouuuuw!

 

i feel so happy right now i just came out to my second person its so liberating she was so supportive too and understanding i love you E as friends

 

Wow, so lab took up the whole two hours today, and I didn't even get proper data out of it. I'm so fucking pissed because it wasn't even my fault. I knew there was a problem from the beginning, but the TA said it was fine, only to tell me that I had to redo everything because that problem that I brought earlier to him had messed everything up. Not to mention I have a completely incompetent lab partner who doesn't help me at all. I have no earthly idea how he got into this school. He probably went to a really crappy high school where it was easy to be in the top 8% of the class, which got him automatic admission here.

I'm pretty sure I'm just rambling incomprehensibly.

 

I just discovered what may quite possibly be the coolest cookbook ever, it's based on Harry Potter. I was going on in my head about how I shall recreate the sorting feast they have every year, when I stumbled upon something which usurped the position of said Harry Potter cookbook: The Unofficial Hunger Games Cookbook.

How on earth am I supposed to process this much awesomeness in the space of a few mere mortal moments? My life is complete. Now I face the most difficult question of my life yet, which one should I cook from first? This must have been the question Meryl Streep used as motivation for her pivotal scene in Sophie's Choice.

 

I'm excited to see what EC will be doing this April Fool's.
Last year's prank nearly gave me a heart attack...

 

I know everyone says to be patient and just let it happen naturally, but I've been patient since high school...the loneliness is starting to get to be too much, and it's getting harder and harder by the day to keep being patient and distract myself. I just want someone who'll love me and let me return those feelings....

 

totally feel with you (*hug*)(*hug*)(*hug*)

 

For my English homework, I have acquired:

• A small Bible, bound in red leather with gilt edging,
• A letter opener, in the shape of a straight two-handed sword,
• A human femur, broken and set crooked during the person's life, and right pelvis bone,
• A realistic-looking toy pistol,
• A tall green candle, partially burnt,
• A working reproduction Victorian brass pocketwatch, engraved,
• A number foreign coins with holes in, on a string,
• A stem of dried stinging nettles.

Mwuh-ha-ha-haa! I must be doing ancient magical rituals!

 

I've always been meteoric on my rise to the figurative top but today I really started to get worried that maybe I'm biting off more than I can chew. I scheduled for next semester today and it was practically impossible for my adviser to get me a schedule that worked with my internship and my job at the Clerk of Courts office. This schedule is the worst I've ever had. I'm going to be stuck on campus almost all day.

Tuesdays/Thursdays:
9:30AM-10:45AM (Hispanic/Latino Influences in US)
11:00AM-12:15PM (Research Methods/Senior Seminar)
3:30-4:45PM (Elementary Statistics)
6:30-7:45PM (Spanish for Professions in Criminal Justice)

And then I have Research Methods/SS again on Wednesday at 12-12:50, and that's it.

The silver lining in this, is that I can apply to have both my work schedule and my internship hours count for class credit. And I'm officially on the list to graduate next spring now. I seriously can't believe I'm almost done with college. I feel so old.

 

I shouldn't have drank so much beer tonight, going to regret this tomorrow... But let's see what a can of Pringles and some 7up can fix

 

Gah..I just filled my truck up again. $101.65

When you drive a SUV you don't "fill up with gas"...you take on fuel.

 

I don't know why, but I'm starting to catch a second wind of motivation for this school year. Let's hope I can keep this up.

 

That's gonna give a terrible day tomorrow. fortunately I got my cookies to wake me up. (caffeine yield approx. 140 mg per cookie :eusa_danc)

 

I don't even care about being "lonely" anymore, I have better things to think about!!!

 

Am really really excited for my camping holiday tomorrow with my girlfriend

 

Okay, I'm just going to put this out there in the least humble way possible.

I rock.

 

A clear sign I'm over the deep end:

After coming home from dropping my sister off, I started changing clothes...I accidentally tried to put on my underwear as if it were a shirt.


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^ Dear god.

Wow.

EC does April Fools' Day? :eusa_eh:

 

WHO IN THE HELL VISITS YOUR HOUSE AT 10:30 AT NIGHT UNINVITED?


*tries to calm down and not murder the guests....*

 

Today we had a table on campus through out the whole day. Seeing the faces of shock from some people still makes me smile haha It can get exhausting, though. Its always amazing when random people come out to you and say the nicest of things. Today i met a mother whose daughter just came out, a lady whose brother just came out, a gay couple who is transferring to our school next semester and a high school student who just came out. I love days like this <3